“Continue steadfastly in prayer, being alert and focused with an attitude of thanksgiving. At the same time pray for us, too, that God will open a door of opportunity to us for the word, to proclaim the mystery of Christ, for which I am also in bonds that I may make it clear [and speak boldly and unfold the mystery] in the way I should. Walk in wisdom toward those that are unlearned, redeeming the time as you make the most of each opportunity. Let your speech at all times be gracious and pleasant, seasoned with salt, so that you will know how to answer every person.” Colossians 4:2-6.

Headshot 4Billy Holland Ministries provides encouraging and thought-provoking Christian resources for those who love and follow God. As a licensed and ordained minister, teacher, writer, singer, (and the occasional philosopher), my vision and purpose is to relay Biblical truth concerning Jesus Christ and the tangible dynamics of having a personal relationship with Him. Our topics include; Spirituality, hope, faith, grace, convictions, consequences of sin, the devil and human carnality, the gospel and what it means to be born-again, healing and deliverance, miracles, Biblical truth, the Holy Spirit, repentance, holiness and sanctification, surrendering our will, inspirational stories, and the victorious Christian life, just to name a few. We discuss God’s blueprint for our lives and what He expects from us, along with our personal accountability to obey His voice. Walking in this miraculous covenant with our Creator is the foundation of our faith and the security of our eternal salvation. First Amendment: Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances. Feel free to browse our site and use the content however the Lord leads. We invite you to share the messages freely. Send us your prayer request, questions, and order our books, music and resources, we would love to hear from you. If the Lord impresses you to help support this ministry financially, your seed would truly be planted into good ground. We have office, operating, and travel expenses and have recently started a twice a week food ministry to the poor where we pick up large amounts of good food from large warehouses with our trucks and trailers and distribute in our local community to those who need help. Very exciting! It would be an honor to pray for your needs, just email us at psalmz103@gmail.com or you can write us at P.O. box 1394 Nicholasville Ky, 40340. Matthew 7:24. Peace and hope, Billy –


Do you want to advance from the outer court into the Holy of Holies with Him? On your list of desires, where is this on your list? If we are not honest about this question, we will not face the conviction and see our need to change. Since we can have as much of God as we want, if this desire is not on the top of our list, then it proves we do not want to know God or walk with Him as the Lord of our life. So, what exactly do we want? 

We have become so spoiled with the riches of this life and have listened to so many false teachers that focus on prosperity and politics it has distorted our thinking. We are a generation of instant gratification seekers instead of God seekers and are allowing television and social media to hypnotize us into a stupor. We love the pleasures of food, vacations, nice clothes, entertainment, technology, money, freedom, beautiful homes and sleek automobiles. I’m not saying these are not blessings but they certainly are not the only reasons we exist. Where are we with God this hour and what is God calling us to do? Listen to Mathew 22:37-40, “Jesus said unto him, thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it. Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.” Why are so many churches lifeless? Because Christians have not made this commitment to love God with the core of their being. Most people embrace the concept that God loves them unconditionally and is willing to answer their prayers and provide an eternity of pleasure and perfection, but when it comes to our responsibility to give Him our heart, we notice people heading for the exits. Why is this?

We sing songs that beg God to send His holy fire to fall down on us but in all reality very few of us have a clue to what this means. We want God to help us with our petitions, problems, sicknesses, finances, and our relationships – but do not mess with our idols. “We want to feel good and we want to be happy so stop talking about being a living sacrifice.” Our ignorance develops into foolishness for believing we can live however we want and that God will not care. When did we start believing there are no consequences to our actions? Who told us that? Who said that everyone is going to Heaven? The Almighty demands a personal, intimate covenant relationship with us on a constant basis and that is all He’s ever wanted, but our carnal flesh stands between us and Him. This is the war, and this is the choice we make every moment. His refiner’s fire is a very real experience that is waiting for the remnant who desires to go all the way with Him. It is also a place of intense pain and rivers tears. I ask again, is being one with God your highest desire? Purity separates the overcomer from the impostor and the wheat and the tare are not the same. We must be melted before we can be molded.



God is faithful and is always with you, protecting and watching over you whether you believe He is there or not. Just because you cannot sense Him intervening, it does not mean He is distracted working on the other side of the world. There is an old saying, “God’s care for His children is like the Sun: It’s constant. Even though the clouds often obscure it, this does not mean it’s not there.” And Isaiah 59:1 reminds us, “Surely the arm of the Lord is not too short to save, nor His ear too dull to hear.” Even if you have made some serious mistakes, it does not mean He does not still love you or has forsaken you. Maybe He is just patiently waiting for you to give Him your life instead of just your problems.

You may be beating yourself up and thinking this is one of the worst times of your life but be encouraged, there is wonderful news! Have you ever considered Romans 8:28 as a promise directly to you and your problems? Listen to this again, “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to His purpose.” This is a very popular passage in the Bible and for good reason. Many times we do not receive the enjoyment and nourishment from God’s banquet table because we are so focused on our situation. If we would spend the same amount of energy on prayer that we do on worry, I believe we would see more victory and less discouragement. Since God is working behind the scenes to make things work out for us, we may not be demonstrating enough patience with Him. Maybe He is trying to show you something very special that you would not have been able to see any other way.

It has been said the majority of great things which have been done on the earth, have been accomplished by those going through difficult times. Mature Christians are to be like steel when it is “tempered” with heat to make them pure and strong in experience and wisdom, yet covered with velvet as they manifest God’s character with compassion, humility, and sensitivity. Instead of spending all of our time trying to figure out why things happen, we can seek to know Him more intimately. How will this help? Because He is the only one who has all the answers and knowing and loving Him is how we learn more about everything. Learning and accepting this truth about the endless commitment of God’s love toward us is a revelation of His unfailing covenant to be with us now and forever.

Knowing that Jesus suffered on the cross because He loved us, allows us to see the lies of our adversary when he tells us that no one cares or that we are hopelessly lost. With the increased spiritual sensitivity which Jesus is waiting to give us, we can start making good decisions and get back on the right path of God’s will. A. W. Tozer is quoted as saying, “Man’s mighty burden is his obligation to God. It includes an instant and lifelong duty to love God with every power of mind and soul, to obey Him perfectly, and to worship Him acceptably.” Included in this quest to be transformed into God’s image is the fact that Christ will help us become victorious in whatever area we need to overcome.

New Year resolutions commonly include trying to resist food cravings as we admit that our minds lead and control our bodies. It’s been said if you do not want temptation to follow you, stop acting like you are interested. Don’t run from it, just look it in the eye and defeat it. Another example is having a problem with cursing, which by the way is a terrible witness. We can ask God to put an alarm on our minds and tongues to stop us before it is too late. It’s much better to be aware of our sins before we commit them than to ask forgiveness after the fact. What many fail to realize is that once our testimony is compromised we may never have an opportunity to share Christ with that person again because the enemy will always remind them about that time when we lost control. If we are determined to allow God to renew our minds, this will bring a positive change to the way we live!



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The New Year is here and I’m excited to see what 2022 has for us! My hope is this coming year will be a season of abundance not just with material prosperity and success, but of love, health, and spiritual awareness. As we plant seeds of faith, may we have the patience and expectation to witness the harvest of God’s blessings. One of my personal resolutions is to be more generous and joyful even when things are not going well. I’m reminded of a quote by Mother Teresa who said, “Not all of us can do great things, but we can all do small things with great love.”

January means “beginning” and as we plan our resolutions this is the perfect occasion to consider developing physical, emotional, and spiritual lifestyle changes. You notice I used the word developing because our goals are often a lengthy process. For example, eating a salad today is not going to automatically make us healthy, but it’s a positive first step that will pay off if we can embrace that little secret weapon called perseverance. Today let us believe that anything is possible and just like everything else in life, being diligent and determined are important aspects of personal transformation.

There have been many adaptations from the original Al-anon credo that encourages everyone to be realistic about trying to change everything all at once as it’s important to realize that changing who we are is a lifestyle and not just a whim. No one else can do this for us. We must see our need to change and be willing to do whatever it takes to be victorious. There is nothing wrong with having long-term goals and we should release our faith into accomplishing our destiny, but it’s also important to focus on our mission one day at a time. It would be better to take it slow with permanent results than to go through the motions and become overwhelmed with frustration and eventually give up.

Our world has changed and facing our fears and uncertainties is now a normal way of living. I’m very sorry for what many of you have gone through these past two years as God brings comfort times of sorrow. I encourage us to be brave in this New Year as we consider the old saying, “a ship in the harbor is safe, but that’s not what a ship is built for.” May we live in the moment and begin each day with gratitude. Let’s laugh more and take the time to consider those around us and how much they mean to us. We have the choice to see the glass half-full and to use our voice to bring hope and love at a time when the world needs it the most. John Bunyan is quoted as saying, “You have not lived today until you have done something for someone who can never repay you.”

Let us not forget that while we are advancing in our own journey, that we have a responsibility to demonstrate and teach wisdom and truth to the younger ones. Children may outgrow their shoes, but they will never outgrow the positive and encouraging messages we leave with them. Most of the time we are so busy that we rarely consider how easy it is to ignore what is truly important. Realizing that optimism is a learned behavior allows us to know that personal awareness and transformation is hard work. It’s not about how smart we are or how much we can achieve but our motive should be to allow God to empower us and work through us to accomplish His plans.

Finally, let’s make a sincere decision to exonerate those who have wronged us and allow forgiveness to cleanse our conscience. When we hold grudges it’s like an infection within our soul, but when we choose to forgive, we will experience a refreshing that will flood our soul with joy and peace. If we have wronged someone, may we have the courage to step forward in honesty and tell them we are sorry. “Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you” Ephesians 4:32. Edith Lovejoy Pierce is quoted as saying, “We will open the book. The pages are blank. We are going to write the words ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year’s Day.” I wish you all a very blessed New Year!


Let us examine our hearts and make sure we are truly born-again. Many who believe they are saved are not. Jesus is coming – please do not be left behind. 


Our brand new book is finally here! 

Receiving Our Healing –

Going to War on our Knees

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Our Lord Jesus is Yahweh Rapha the God that heals! Jesus stated in Matthew 8:3, “I am willing, be healed” and this divine statement emphatically declares that healing and miracles are the will of God for us today! In this powerful resource, Billy provides Biblical evidence which reveals how the blood atonement of Christ along with our faith and obedience work together to manifest the abundant life Christ promises in John 10:10. Being spiritually unprepared for adversity is the leading reason individuals become overwhelmed with fear and confusion and are often defeated. However, when we accept our covenant responsibility, God’s vision within our mind and soul releases His authority and activates His power. If we do not have the spiritual understanding to fight a battle against a headache, how will we ever win the war against a life-threatening situation? God moves within His holy Word which is His will and this includes a demand for His anointed disciples to be accountable and skilled in the reality of spiritual warfare. “And when Jesus called unto him his twelve disciples, he gave them power against unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all manner of sickness and all manner of disease” Matthew 10:1. We indeed receive what we believe but faith is more than knowledge. The only way we can know the power of His resurrection is to abide in blood-covenant with Him. Within these pages, we will learn about surrendering our will, total salvation, divine realities of blood covenant, conditions and laws of faith, the power of decrees, spiritual authority, seed-time and harvest, knowing God’s general and specific will, our atonement and reconciliation, the difference between hoping to be healed and speaking directly to destructive forces in Jesus Name, and so much more. Christ has already paid the price for everything we need and is now waiting to release His miracles for His glory! As God’s royal priesthood, our victories are demonstrated by pleading His Blood, declaring His Name, and standing on His Truth! Every person through their words will choose life or death. Which reality will you embrace?


Here is an excerpt from the Introduction:

Since the ministry of Jesus reveals that our faith plays a distinct part in receiving from Him, we cannot overemphasize how important it is to believe not only for our needs but also to follow Him forever. Whatever Jesus shares with an individual after they receive their miracle, once again reveals the depth of His desire to bond with someone within a personal relationship. Our sincere love and dedication to Him whether we are healed or not is the meaning and purpose of our existence. It’s a fact that spiritual warfare is real, and we have several enemies to deal with; however, hopefully, we can agree to believe the full gospel and know that our greatest gift is mercy, which allows us to build a spiritual bond with Christ. Listen carefully and allow this passage found in Mark 6:56 to be saturated within your conscience: “And wherever he [Jesus] went, into villages, towns or countryside, they placed the sick in the marketplaces. They begged him to let them touch even the edge of his cloak, and all who touched it were healed.” Included with faith is the requirement of standing our ground when the thief comes to steal, kill, and destroy, and if we choose to ignore God’s warnings, we will face the consequences. Healing is indeed many times a matter of life and death; however, we are not only wrestling with natural causes and circumstances but also with the destructive oppression and principalities that are constantly trying to defeat us.

If we assume there is no need to engage with the enemy, or we are paralyzed with doubt and fear, the devil will take full advantage of our lack of spiritual knowledge, which makes us vulnerable to his devices. This is why it says in Ephesians 6:10, “Finally my brethren be strong in the Lord and in the power of his might.” It then goes on to explain the complete armor of God, which can protect us. So, does this mean that we must have spiritual knowledge and wisdom along with faith to receive our healing? In other words, is what we are hoping for depending on what we know or what we have failed to learn? Yes, I believe it can be. If we do not ask Jesus to heal us or even believe that He can, I do not see it happening. When Christ walked the Earth, we know people cried out to Him and wanted to be healed. We can also include the practical side of our responsibility to refrain from the many temptations that are bad for our health. To say our responses and choices do not impact whether or not we will receive the answers to our prayers goes against the spiritual principles of His divine order. Just as God’s Sword has two edges, the gospel of His blood covenant is a two-sided agreement of faithful commitment between God and His children, the same as in holy marriage. Yes, there are consequences to our decisions good and bad and basically, this means that God’s sovereignty has a plan for everything but is also waiting for our cooperation. Our accountability includes dedicating our lives completely to His service, and as Jesus gave His life for us, we are to surrender our hearts and minds to Him. “I Surrender All” is not just a beautiful hymn, but it’s one of the most powerful confessions in this life. “I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service” (Romans 12:1). When we embrace our responsibility to dwell within His covenant and willingly give ourselves completely into His hands, we are filled with His peace that passes all understanding.

So how do we know the difference between when God wants to heal us and when He is saying that His grace is sufficient? This understanding can only be given to us personally through the amazing invitation, opportunity, and blessing of knowing His still small voice. As another old hymn reminds us, “What a friend we have in Jesus, what a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer.” Our mail from Heaven is addressed to us and we are the only ones who can know our destiny. We are grateful for the Holy Spirit that has been sent to help guide and comfort us and we love His presence but let us remember that He wants to help us get into the position to receive God’s instructions and to carry them out. In the places of uncertainty which we will all face at one time or another, we can always turn inward and rest in the safety and security that comes from knowing and trusting our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Fasting and praying can produce the light of discernment and are reserved for those who are willing to do whatever it takes to find and demonstrate His truth.

Though I believe that we can know the mysteries of God and are offered many benefits of His covenant, allow me to be clear: This collection of thoughts is not trying to advertise or promote God as some type of cosmic vending machine where we put in a quarter, and He gives us a favor. You will see as we dig deeper into God’s truth, that purity and holiness play a role in how we approach our heavenly Father. The reverential fear of God is a component that many people have never comprehended, and they are confused about how miracles are distributed. I have seen people curse and live like heathens and then turn around and ask everyone please to pray for their needs. The idea of miracles is not for an intentional sinner to keep sinning. We notice in John 5, that Jesus had just healed a man and the Jewish leaders saw the man and asked him why he was carrying his bed around. The man said the One who had healed him told him to take up his bed and walk, and then He had slipped away into the crowd. In verse 14, we discover a very interesting statement: “Afterward Jesus findeth him in the temple, and said unto him, Behold, thou art made whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.” We need healing to help us work for God, not to enable us to continue in our wickedness. This book is also not another version of the “name it and claim it” theology that declares that we can instantly demand whatever we want without regard to our spiritual relationship with Him. With so many people suffering and searching for peace, we desire to offer a resource of spiritual encouragement that can bring hope and inspiration to the mind and soul. The reality of the power within the precious blood of Christ provides the meaning of this life and the life to come. God’s sovereign authority through the suffering and resurrection of Jesus His Son enables us to become like Christ, which is God’s perfect will. Christ is sending out His invitation of mercy for all who are hurting and in need of eternal hope and joy: “Come unto me. All ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light” (Matthew 11:28–30).

My prayer is that you will find edification within these pages that will be a light unto your path and a lamp unto your feet. Our Lord Jesus wants us to follow Him without worry and fear and to trust that He is in control. Our existence is not an accident or the result of a random chance but rather our life is a deliberate act of intensive planning and divine order. God has known and called us before the foundation of the world and considers you one of His priceless possessions. The Almighty is not going to design and create us in His image and then abandon us as the Bible promises in Philippians 1:6, “And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” In Exodus 14:13–14, we are encouraged when Moses spoke to the people and assured them, “Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the Lord will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today, you will never see again. The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” Yes, we are accountable and there are certain conditions, and when we obey, we can rest in the palm of His hand, as His peace covers us like a soft and warm blanket. To the children of Israel, it was the mighty Egyptians who were holding them in bondage, to David it was an intimidating giant that was trying to kill him, and with you and I, it might be a test result that has paralyzed us with fear. Whatever we are facing today, we, like all the others who have gone before us, choose to shout from the housetops, “What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31).

The meaning and purpose of life are to know and love God, and our existence is an opportunity to experience an exciting adventure with the Holy Spirit as our guide. The key to being filled with His contentment is to hold tightly to His hand, and when our path becomes steep and treacherous, we must be willing to believe He is who He says He is and to know without a shadow of a doubt that He will help us and keep us safe as we continue climbing higher with Him. When you come to a resting place, embrace the moment, and be refreshed in the glory and beauty of His presence. Brother Lawrence is quoted as saying, “How can we pray to Him without being with Him? How can we be with Him without thinking of Him often? We must know before we can love. In order to know God, we must often think of Him; and when we come to love Him, we shall also think of Him often, for our heart will be with our treasure.” Enjoy the moment, breathe deeply, and ask Him to give you an attitude of gratitude. May we be confident that our ultimate destination is to reign with the Lord forever. Let us accept the call to respond to His voice; to love Him with all our heart, mind, and strength; and to be filled with His love. Whatever storms we may go through or mountains we may face, Jesus is our Lord. We honor and trust Him, and in faith, we will press forward in His name one step at a time. Miracles are living manifestations of His mercy and will require perseverance on our part. God is always at work whether we can see it or even notice it. We must be vigilant in the sense of focusing on His voice and also listening to our bodies at the same time. Watching our diet, exercising, fasting, and repenting are excellent ways to help take care of ourselves while also cooperating and getting into a position to receive our miracle. There is much that I do not know, but I am confident that if we are children of God, we will be healed. He promised. If not in this temporary life, we will be healed with a brand-new body in the resurrection and will continue to live in perfect health in God’s presence for all eternity. “If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the Lord thy God, and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and wilt give ear to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: FOR I AM THE LORD THAT HEALETH THEE” (Exodus 15:26). May we receive encouragement from the words of this beautiful Hymn, “God Moves in a Mysterious Way” written by William Cowper in 1773.

God moves in a mysterious way, His wonders to perform.

He plants his footsteps in the sea, and rides upon the storm.

Deep in unfathomable mines of never-failing skill,

He treasures up his bright designs and works His sovereign will.

Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take, the clouds ye so much dread

Are big with mercy and shall break, in blessings on your head.

Judge not the Lord by feeble sense, but trust Him for His grace;

Behind a frowning providence, He hides a smiling face.

His purpose will ripen fast, unfolding every hour,

The bud may have a bitter taste, but sweet will be the flower.

Blind unbelief is sure to err, and scan His work in vain:

God is His own interpreter, and He will make it plain.”




This book is available on Amazon, but I have purchased some extra copies and would be glad to mail you a signed copy. It is a large book at 7×10 and 503 pages. Two years of research has gone into this important resource and I felt the Holy Spirit leading me to relay this message. Many people need a miracle and I know this will encourage and strengthen the faith of those who are desperately seeking God’s covenant truth. Contact me at psalmz103@gmail.com and I will give you the details. Please include your mailing address. If you know of anyone who is in need of a healing miracle, please let me know. 

Another resource that was created for those who desire to soak in God’s Word, is this 80 minute narration CD of over 100 Bible passages of hope, healing, peace, and faith. “KEEPER OF MY SOUL” Is filled with God’s promises and set to beautiful background music that is soothing while generating strength and confidence. It also includes original worship music by Billy Holland. Those who are seeking a touch from God can just relax and close their eyes as their spirit becomes saturated with the dynamic life changing power of God’s absolute truth. For those who order the book, Billy will include a free copy of this CD.

All glory and honor and praise to The Almighty God our Great Physician.

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Nevertheless, not my will but thine be done 


God’s general will is His Word and knowing the divine wisdom of His knowledge reveals who He is and what He demands from us. You see, no matter what we have been taught, abandoning our will to God is not an option for those who seek to be an overcomer for His glory. I sense a burden this week to talk about the danger of living however we want instead of obeying what God is saying. Jesus is quoted in Luke 22:42, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine be done.” Many fail to understand the Bible is not just a dialogue between real people who lived many years ago, but it is also a living revelation meant to speak to the heart of the listener today. The topic of the human will being surrendered to God is the foundation of the Christian life and yet there has never been a more unpopular subject. It’s not a secret that most people want all that God has, but rarely consider what God demands from us.

Though rarely mentioned, our carnal nature is so deceptive and rebellious that it’s common for people to believe that God is not paying attention to what we say or do. The few who become serious and take the time to fast and pray for discernment will discover the sobering truth that our depravity defends disobedience with denial. Our emotions couldn’t care less if we are spiritually wandering out in left field wearing a blindfold as long as our will can remain in control of our decisions. Adam and Eve chose to live according to their ideas despite God’s warnings and sadly this rebellious attitude is alive and well today and can only be harnessed through continuous spiritual warfare.

Many pray that God will have mercy on them, but invest little effort to be transformed by the renewing of their mind. We want Him to help us and deliver us from our problems, but we are not willing to lay down our will so that we can embrace His. We desire to live independently while proclaiming to be a Christian but do not comprehend we cannot manage both successfully. In Matthew 6:24 Jesus plainly said, “No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.” A master is anything that enslaves us and when it comes to worldly worship, and He uses money here as an example of anything that we love more than God. Christ in Luke 6:24 relays a sobering statement about those who refuse to listen to His voice or live by His demands and yet still call Him their Lord. I passed someone on the side of the road yesterday holding a sign that said, “Jesus wants to be your Savior and your Lord.”

Each child of God has been called to do many things and has a unique role to play in His Kingdom. Our gifts, talents, anointing, and personalities are all different and He desires to use each one to accomplish His perfect plan. With those who are born again, life has been drastically changed because we are now building from a brand new spiritual blueprint. The plans and desires that we had in our old life may not look anything like what God has chosen for us to do now. The Christian’s call has certain responsibilities and for the rest of our days it is up to us to discover what they mean and how to accomplish them. The beginning of wisdom is the fear of God which means we must operate in His strength and attitude for His plans to be successful. Those who attempt to compromise by combining their will with God’s will or to allow denial to lead them into a seemingly innocent rebellion will discover that no matter how excited or diligent they are to execute their goals, things never seem to pan out. Even if they forcefully push them through until they are exhausted from their labors, they are left empty and extremely dissatisfied. Why? Because they have yet to learn that God does not accept or bless our sacrificial offerings if they are given on our terms. Until we remove ourselves from our throne of control, we have not truly yielded our will to Him.


Recently, I was honored to sing at our annual fundraiser gospel concert for homeless children in our community. In this original song called, “Somebody Was Praying” Mike Carr of the Moron Brothers (A Christian comedy duo) is seen here playing some incredible blues harmonica with me. It was a wonderful evening that gave all glory to God and raised over $5000.00 for those who desperately need help. 

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It’s getting colder at night and we’ve been turning on the gas logs in the mornings. Since Teddy was a puppy he’s been stretching out in front of the fire and snoring.  

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In Luke 10:30-37, a certain lawyer approaches Jesus with a spiritual question: “What shall I do to inherit eternal life?” How fitting that a legal expert would ask Jesus about a subject he was trained to understand. Jesus points this man and the rest of us to the law of heaven, “Whoever loves God with all their heart, soul, strength, and mind, and whoever loves their neighbor as themselves will have eternal life.” This arrogant attorney was only pretending to make sure he understood clearly whom he is obligated to love, and continued another attempt to justify his prejudice. “And who is my neighbor?” Jesus responds to this second query with the story of the Good Samaritan.

The Good Samaritan was obviously a sensitive and caring person who at significant cost to himself, stopped to help a wounded stranger that had been beaten and robbed and was being ignored by everyone passing by. Making his rescue attempt even more remarkable is the fact that he was a Samaritan and the man who was hurt was his Jewish neighbor. You see, traditionally Jews and Samaritans despised each other. It’s true the Samaritan is the hero of the story and a model of Biblical compassion, but his actions should not be seen as extraordinary. This is the standard attitude of Christian love that God expects or more accurately He demands from all of His followers as a normal lifestyle. Some of the villains in this true account are surprisingly the religious leaders who turned their heads and their hearts away and acted as if they did not see the crisis. It’s easy to heap scorn on such callous disregard, but there is also a good chance we may have fared no better. These respected figures within the community might have felt pity for the victim and may have even said a silent prayer for him as they passed by, however, refusing to become involved was sadly based on racial bigotry and political correctness.

We have also driven past those who hold signs begging for help which leaves us with countless opinions. We’ve heard stories about those who are professional scammers and how they play on people’s emotions. There are always reasons and excuses why we do not pick up hitchhikers or help those who sleep under bridges and mostly it’s because we would rather not be involved. We know it’s critical to use our spiritual discernment, but should we try to help everyone? We can imagine what the people in our story were thinking for example, “I’m not comfortable or trained to treat wounds, and I’m afraid he might have a disease.” “What if he dies, I will be blamed.” Maybe they justified their decision with the idea they should not be expected to be responsible for everyone else’s problems. Others might have been suspicious this person was a criminal and deserved what happened and this was his punishment. Or maybe they were just really busy that day or were late for a lunch date or an important meeting. Whatever reasons these individuals deemed it either too costly or insignificant, Jesus condemns them. To love their neighbor at that moment required stopping what they were focused on and deciding to do what was right.

Jesus continues to teach these spiritual principles as He declares in Matthew chapter 25, that whatever we refuse to do for others, we are also ignoring to consider Him. This includes our love. So, how crucial is it to be sensitive to the voice of the Holy Spirit and be ready to serve? The people in this Matthew passage are sent into eternal damnation because they failed to care for the needy. Remember the rich man and Lazarus. Romans chapter 12 speaks directly to believers about the practical and often painful ministry of being a living sacrifice. This means we should be prepared to act when a divine appointment presents itself as having a higher level of spiritual discernment is why we talk so much about walking in the awareness of God’s presence. Being sympathetic is not enough as James says in 2:15-16, “If a brother or sister is poorly clothed and lacking in daily food, and one of you says to them, go in peace, be warmed and filled, without giving them the things needed for the body, what good is that?” How is feeling sorry for someone helping anything? Until our minds are renewed to resist our carnal selfish nature, we will never be like Jesus.



There is a tsunami of information that is being released in this hour and it has come to a point where it’s very difficult to know who is telling the truth. In fact, without spiritual discernment it’s impossible to detect deception and sadly very few Christians have developed this crucial aspect of their commission. Most people within the Christian faith have discovered the general mainstream news is controlled by a highly controlled hierarchy that picks and chooses what is told and what is to be kept silent. The idea that media outlets can relay whatever stories they desire is not true. When we follow the trail of who it is that determines what goes out on the airwaves, we understand the news is not as much a resource to inform the masses of what is really going on, but rather the best way on earth to channel biased propaganda. There is a small group in the world that has always exercised power over the planet and have given their heart and soul over to the evil powers of Satan. This is the type of historical realities that are seldom found in the standard education curriculum. These secret orders spend much effort and money to remain hidden in the background much like the puppeteers hide behind the curtains as they control their puppets. The devil allows those who agree to serve him the impression they are ruling the world, in exchange for being used to accomplish his agenda which is the steal, kill, and destroy.

Those who do not believe the world is manipulated are like the sheep who puts their complete trust in the shepherd and are content as long as they can enjoy a normal existence. Sheep are happy as long as they have green grass and fresh water. They are simple-minded and do not care about politics or evil plans to dominate and brainwash the masses all the while they are being led to the slaughter. These are the very ones who agree with everything the media says and believes the government has their best interest in mind and everyone who disagrees is a conspiracy terrorist. This attitude is a result of mind control and has turned out exactly as the system of the beast has planned. The idea is to flood the brains of the masses with lies and cause them to pledge allegiance to the New World Order while persecuting the ones who really know what is going on. For those who reject this truth, they have already crossed over to the other side to the promised land of deception. Their delusion is so infected that only God Himself could open their eyes. It’s true the Lord did intervene in the life of Saul whose name was changed to Paul, but everyone who is captured by a strong delusion does not have a guarantee that God will also give them this manifestation of aggressive mercy. The Bible mentions about the conscience of those who reject the truth will experience a searing as with a hot iron. In other words, their rebellion has cause such hatred for divine truth, they cannot sense the conviction of the Holy Spirit. Since this is the only way to be spiritually enlightened, they will continue to grow more cold and calloused.

We can argue and deny all we want and declare that the fact finding websites are telling the truth, but the reality is that they are also controlled by the wicked puppeteers. Since Satan is the prince and power of the airwaves, why would anyone in their right mind believe that he would allow any type of fact checking site to tell the truth? Demons guard every outlet where words are used for communication and until a person accepts this fact, they are vulnerable to being misled. The idea of drinking the cool-aid would be comical if were not so dangerous. As everyone knows, the last few years has revealed a dead giveaway pertaining to how everyone who tries to relay information that is contrary to what the politically correct culture says is censored and banned from social media. Again, do your own research and follow the path to who manages these socially acceptable cesspools of lies and you will find the Luciferian connection. Where is the world headed? It is not Biblical to teach that evil will be destroyed and this media stronghold will be exposed and eradicated. It’s true that God is moving and still saving those who are willing to dedicate their lives to Him, but this will not change the direction of the world. We know the evil Antichrist is coming, the mark of the beast, severe persecution for the saints, tribulation, and the battle of Armageddon. These are written in stone and do not allow anyone to persuade you that prayers or revivals can change this. I receive no pleasure or joy to proclaim the world does not grow brighter but will continue sliding deeper into the darkness of abomination. We realize this is not the prosperity, “feel good” gospel, but knowing the truth is what can help us become sincerely prepared for the future.

For the truth seeker, it’s not difficult to comprehend how as the Bible says that fear will come upon the earth and many people will have heart failure from anxiety, stress, depression, and dread. We are experiencing it now. Doctor’s offices are filled with people needing more sedatives, anxiety, and anti-depression meds than ever before and this is not including rampant drug addictions and alcoholism. Individuals are doing everything they can to escape the doom and gloom of what is on the horizon and it will only get worse without people falling on their knees in repentance and asking Jesus to save them. We are hearing about a coming outpouring of God’s Spirit and I pray that it will manifest, but the gospel has always been preached and God’s invitation for salvation has always been offered. There are not any new concepts or formulas for being redeemed by the blood of Jesus and most everyone has already heard the gospel of Jesus who loved us and came to be crucified and rose from the dead to save us. The problem is not a lack of knowing about a Savior but a refusal to accept Christ as Lord. What I believe is happening in this hour is a transition into a higher spiritual understanding for those who are being developed as overcomers and a stronger rebellion in those who are blind. In other words, the division between God’s faithful remnant and His enemies are growing more distinct and obvious. We will see this war between good and evil become more pronounced and the aggressive violence will continue. The last election and the virus revealed an ugly side to human nature and has allowed us to observe a tiny glimpse of how people can become hostile as they support their views. If people will fight in Walmart over a toy at Christmas, what will they do in a famine or when the mark of the beast is mandated?

It’s clear that our concepts of church was not the plan that God intended. The idea of developing programs to make it easy and comfortable for the Christian was a religious agenda that helped the clergy earn a living and justify the followers from their responsibilities. However, the fear of offending people with what the life of the disciple actually called for, prevented the spiritual growth and development of the believer. Instead of teaching the people how to walk in God’s covenant and how to be a soldier to engage in spiritual warfare, they presented a sugar-coated attitude of compromise. How could this be? It was because the leadership was afraid of losing money. Many pastors are involved with politics and are led by Satan to refrain from teaching spiritual reality. There are no more games for the ones who are serious about God. We stand in a crossroad of decision to take up our cross and follow Jesus or give up our faith and blend in with the crowd. God is saying, “Are you going to conform to the world or be transformed by the renewing of your mind?” We are servants to whom we obey and it is the hour that each person is choosing whom they will serve. We cannot serve God and the devil at the same time! We are either a born again Christian or we are a puppet of Satan.




If we do not learn from our trials, then our distress has been a missed opportunity. Crisis situations are occasions to put our faith and patience to work and may we always remember that we cannot be defeated as God is for us and is constantly working on our behalf. There are times when we will suffer trauma, discouragement, or even persecution, and no doubt it will be uncomfortable but we must eventually get back up and dust ourselves off and get back into the race. God has always known all the fine details about you and has every intention to use you now more than ever before! He is trying to get your attention that he might polish you and challenge you to be a strong and effective instrument to accomplish His purposes. When the blacksmith is working on his vision, he does not toss it in the corner and forget about it. He has invested much effort because he intends to use his creation for a specific purpose.

This is not a time to throw in the towel, but to be inspired and encouraged by God’s infinite mercy and grace. Unforgiveness and bitterness can make us vulnerable and powerless to spiritual attacks. The Bible says in Mark 3:27, “No man can enter into a strong man’s house, and spoil his goods, except he will first bind the strong man; and then he will spoil his house.” You and I represent the strong man that occasionally lets down our guard and whenever we become discouraged, our feelings can help bind and hold us captive to the enemy that desires to control our lives. Whenever we allow a circumstance to dominate our emotions, we have lost the ability to manage the direction of our life. Remember, Jesus has already conquered the kingdom of darkness, so there is no need to fear what has already been defeated. We are to pray for spiritual discernment so that we can recognize when deception is trying to distract us. God wants to heal our emotional wounds and this can begin when we demonstrate forgiveness, sincerely let go of resentment, and continue moving forward in faith and obedience.

To remain offended is to be plagued with the ongoing torture of emotional and spiritual infection. The Greek word for stumbling block is skandalon and is often used to describe a snare trap where bait is attached to entice the victim to be held captive. This term is used for anything that causes resentment to arise which can hold us captive. It’s easy to fall for the temptation to be offended and this unforgiveness prevents us from living in the joy, peace, and contentment of God’s presence. The deeper the pain the more valuable the lesson and as you learn from your trials, allow them to build your character and wisdom so you can teach and help others from your experiences. If we have sinned, then it is time to ask God to forgive us and be restored. We do not need to live in the agony of anger and rebellion any longer.

It’s not popular, but occasionally we go through severe trials that are a chastisement from the Lord. This is a blessing for those who are truly His children to know that God loves us so much He will intervene and bring discipline if we refuse to listen to His instructions. We are reminded in Proverbs 3:11, “My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord; neither be weary of His correction.” As soon as we repent with sincere sorrow and humility, He is gracious to cleanse and restore the joy of our salvation. To God, you are a masterpiece! Pray for the awareness of His presence as you watch carefully for His unseen hand and listen intently for His still small voice. Some may ask, how can the God of all things have time to care about circumstances that have hurt me? Does He understand how I feel and have a solution for helping me overcome these afflictions? Absolutely my dear one, this is why He promised in Jeremiah 29:11, “For I know the plans and thoughts that I have for you, says the Lord, plans for peace and well-being and not for ruin, but to give you a future and a hope.” He is all things to all people as His merciful and endless love is the greatest authority in the universe.


“Dear Lord, please give us wisdom to know what is true and the courage to stand for it, amen”




Who are the overcomers for Jesus? These are the remnant followers who will stand boldly in God’s kingdom and are learning how to STAND FIRM against everything that opposes His truth for His glory. These are the warriors that are advancing from being a spectator into the revelation wisdom of becoming a participator. This small band of believers will NOT be governed by fear from an evil government. They will respect Godly leaders but will never bow their knees to those who worship and serve Satan. God’s children listen and obey God’s voice even it cost them their lives. For many, persecution and tribulation will come upon them but they will stand strong in their faith with the one who is worthy to receive all glory and adoration. Today is the day to prepare our hearts to stand even it cost us everything. This level of faith will not be established instantly but must be developed over time. The martyrs did not bow their knees and we must also be willing to resist the demands of the evil system. Do NOT compromise in order to have money or food, but be unmovable in your trust that God will provide. Refuse every influence and persuasion to join with Satan just to survive in this world. It’s time to stop wading in the shallows and it’s time to dive into the depths of what God has planned for us. Without having a desire to battle against our fallen condition and the devil who has come to steal, kill, and destroy, we are vulnerable to being overwhelmed and defeated. The enemy knows that if he can discourage us, he has paralyzed our love, peace, faith, and joy which are key elements of our spiritual life. Since Adam and Eve, God has provided an opportunity for all to accept an eternal covenant relationship with the Lord or to reject Him. In the end, there will only be those who say yes to God’s invitation and those who say no and thereby choose to eternally separate themselves from Him. Good and evil – there is no in-between. We can become dedicated to listen and follow God’s thoughts or continue being entangled in the confusing world of carnal emotions – the choice is ours. “I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life that both thou and thy seed may live” Deuteronomy 30:19.

God is no longer tolerating churches that embrace and support LGTBQ, abortion, perversion, paganism, political and cultural correctness, and a godless one world government system. He is removing His candlestick and is writing Ichabod over the doors. He has warned and been patient but He is now demonstrating what He has promised. But they rebelled and grieved His Holy Spirit; Therefore He turned Himself to become their enemy, He fought against them” (Isaiah 63:10). The battle lines are drawn as He is executing His judgment as the perfect judge and His promises can never fail. “Thus saith the Lord this hour, take heed all those who are sitting in these places of blasphemy, remove yourselves from the midst of these evil spirits of religion. If there is not a place in your area that is calling on God’s refining fire to cleanse and create clean hearts, then go into your prayer closet and concentrate on me in your own dwelling. Remove everything around you that is filled with filth saith God, as you cannot walk in my light if you are constantly absorbing the darkness of the world. I will not bring the blessing of my presence where there is sin in the camp. Remove the leaven before it effects the whole lump. If the television is offending my Spirit, take it away! If the internet and social media is pulling you away from me, get rid of it! If you are spending more time on your phone than in prayer and Bible study, you are already caught in a snare trap. The deceived will say, “but this is how I stay connected with others and I can help them.” Do you trust in the power of technology more than me? Do you not believe that I can arrange divine appointments without the help of worldly devices? The truth is that you are using technology as a distraction to keep from listening to my voice. You are hiding behind the pleasures of the world in order to prevent you from knowing what I am demanding from you.

You have given your heart and soul to your own carnal nature and have refused to examine your conscience and surrender your will to me. If you continue in this rebellion, I will blot out your name from the book of life. At your funeral, there may be flowery words spoken on your behalf but they will not reveal the true reality of your life or your eternal destination. You are not promised another moment of grace for you do not know how many heartbeats I have allowed you to have in this life. I am demanding for you to repent and turn to me today or I will send a strong delusion over your mind which will prevent you from seeing your need to be saved. Your rebellion against me will cause your conscience to be seared as with a hot iron and you will no longer be able to sense the conviction of my Holy Spirit. Am I not the only sovereign God who has the power to give life and to take it away? Fall on your knees as you are standing on holy ground. Do you dare tempt Almighty God the maker of all things? Many are an enemy against me and yet they want everyone to believe they are a good person and worthy of respect and honor? They are filled with deception as those who wear a mask and play games as they pretend to be someone they are not. I know who is my remnant children and those who are religious impostors. I say this day, come out from among them, turn away from the corrupt world, abandon the lies and apostasy of this age before it consumes your mind and your spirit and leads you to hell. Heed this warning from the Lord of Host this day saith God.”


The Bible refers to a joy that is unspeakable and full of glory but what does this mean? I believe one answer would be the contentment of the conscience for those who know God and have decided to live in the awareness of His presence. How can we do this? We can train our minds to think about God the same as we learn and become skilled to do anything else. Repetition and commitment are the building blocks of being proficient and in the Christian faith, self-discipline is the path to spiritual transformation. It’s important to awaken each day with prayers of thanksgiving for having the opportunity to communicate with the one who loves us and created us. We can approach Him boldly in faith, asking and seeking His wisdom and understanding.

Entering into a deeper relationship with Him requires as the Bible mentions in I Thessalonians 5:17 to pray without ceasing. The previous verse encourages us to rejoice always as our human nature finds these demands to be somewhat unrealistic. However, the Lord is saying relationship has everything to do with staying focused on Him. Every moment can plead for spiritual sensitivity as we realize the moment we take our eyes away from the prize, we begin to fall away and become lukewarm. This sense of urgency is a vital component for the mind to be renewed and conformed to the mind of Christ. Many have not taken the opportunity to ask for His divine appointments and His discernment that we might know His thoughts as we comprehend the critical importance of developing a higher level of spiritual sensitivity. Without this passionate craving to be close to God, we will be unable to walk in His Spirit. We must become one with Him for Him to move through us. Without this revelation, our hope for an intimate relationship with Him will not exist. Constantly reminding ourselves to concentrate on Christ is the path which leads to the secret place of the Most High. Within our free will, we must demonstrate a fierce and fervent determination and relentless perseverance to absorb and be possessed by Him. “That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passes knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fullness of God. Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that is at work in us” (Ephesians 3:16-20).

We realize this message is not for the casual religious person. It is for those who pant after God like the deer that pants for water. “As the deer pants after the water brooks, so pants my soul after thee, O God. My soul thirst for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?” Psalm 42:1-2. This is the way of holiness for those who have a passion to be purified by the refiner’s fire. Those who have decided to take up their cross no matter what pain and rejection it will bring are the ones who are nauseated with their sin and have turned away from the temptations and love for the world. They have chosen the path of the overcomer and have become a member of a radical and extreme remnant. “I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.” (Romans 12:1-2).

So if spiritual joy is available, then why does it seem that very few have it? Because only a small number of individuals compared to the population of world history have allowed Jesus Christ to be their shepherd. Those who refuse to surrender the control of their decisions cannot enter into the deeper chambers of spiritual intimacy which is the foundation of our covenant relationship with Him. You see, whoever sits on the throne of our heart is the Lord our conscience. May the Lord continue to give you His wisdom and understanding.





I have been involved with ministry most of my adult life and I can testify there are many levels of spiritual depth. I believe that until the shadow of God comes over a person and draws them into His holy of Holies, they will never enter and experience the revelation of who He is. This begins with a realization of our desperate need to know Him. If we do not pray fervently for His wisdom, knowledge, spiritual sensitivity, discernment and passion, we will remain in the deception of religion. As we cry out to Him in sincerity, it is by God’s grace that He gives His servants this conviction of the Holy Spirit which haunts and compels them to come closer. We have been promised that if we will seek Him, we will find Him. He does not appreciate nor is He impressed with a half-hearted interest in His glory. A lukewarm attitude about the blood of Jesus and the covenant vows of salvation will not be accepted. It is a tragic deception to think that God will honor any type of sacrifice we want to offer. We know that Cain’s offering was rejected and is clearly an example of the rebellious carnal nature that tries to substitute and exchange relationship for religion. This was the beginning of the false church and the false gospel that has misled the world and is still leading many souls into ruin.

Anyone that has studied the Bible knows the complete message when understood in its full context is very difficult. Religion wants to pick out all easy and comforting passages because it’s much easier to keep people’s interest when presenting God offering Heaven and blessings. The early church realized that if they taught Christianity was a life of agony and sacrifice that not very many people would be interested. They had to come up with an idea that would be more appealing and encouraging. Serving a slice of bread does not cause a lot of excitement but if you dip it in chocolate, it changes everything. As some churches refused to compromise and remained faithful to serving God’s Word, they saw that people left them and went down the street where the bread was sweet and had no sorrow to it. Eventually the false churches did not even need to serve bread at all and just provided comfort and entertainment. This impostor spirit can always draw large crowds and is mostly what we see today that poses as representing God. This is an ancient deception and has never had the Holy Spirit, gifts, prayer, holiness, sanctification, or manifestations and demonstrations of God’s power and authority. The candlestick is removed from these places and Ichabod is written over the doors. Those who are in these types of assemblies are warned to leave immediately and pray for forgiveness.

Along with being blinded by spirits of darkness, the true reason why we cannot see or understand the spiritual realm is because we lack wisdom and discernment. The reality of constant awareness is rarely taught and yet is one of the most important revelations within covenant salvation. Not only has this caused many to perish from a lack of understanding God’s truth and not having a vision of His will, but how can anyone who proclaims to be born again not have a spiritual perception of what is going on all around them? I have prayed and meditated much about why we are not more sensitive than we are. A few individuals have developed a higher level of awareness and I know this is God’s will for all of His children. This is not given except through much seeking, praying and fasting. We can be close to God as we want and the only thing that is preventing us from walking in His Spirit is our refusal to surrender our will. I recently was speaking to a man that has been an acquaintance for many years. Four days later he was found dead. God knew he was going to die, but I did not sense this danger. Why? Because I was not walking in the awareness of God. My spiritual antenna was not up, and I was not dialed into the Holy Spirit’s channel. I was concentrating on what I needed to do instead of listening for the Lord’s divine appointment. If I had heard God relaying to me about this tragedy, I’m sure He would have wanted me to witness to him and warn him to make sure that all is well with his soul. Maybe it could have a made a difference in his eternal destination or maybe God knew he would not listen. Whatever the case, I have thought how most of us are failing to be used in His kingdom because our mind has not been renewed. Do you believe God wants us to live in this level of spiritual discernment? Do we have a desire to be a living sacrifice? Knowing about God does not mean we know God.

When someone dies suddenly, it concerns me to see those who knew them to not be disturbed or convicted of their own sins and the possibility that they could also die at any moment. You would think a fear would come over everyone and they would see their own need to repent and turn their lives over to God. Instead, I have seen Christians continue to curse and be perverted the very next day. This is a sign of a calloused heart that has grown so cold and hard, that nothing can penetrate or break it. Ezekiel 36 gives us a glimpse of what God wants to do in the life of a believer. Verses 25-27 declares, I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws.” If someone has truly received a new heart and a new spirit, doesn’t that mean they are NOT the same person? God said He removes the heart of stone and literally moves into the conscience and GUIDES the person to obey and follow His will. So, what happened? Do we have the free will to return to the mud just like a freshly bathed hog? Or was there a true spiritual transformation at all?

We realize that only those who study God’s Word have a comprehension of what it actually says. God is perfect and does everything with a divine order. And yet, the concept today within the illusion of religion is that He is lenient, grades on the curve, negotiates, compromises, overlooks most things, and makes deals. This is a lie and if it were true, it makes the Bible a fantasy novel. God must be dogmatic and strict to His truth or He is no better than a human politician. The demand for accountability is why the average religious person does not read it. Many will choose to read a selected Bible devotion verse that makes them feel good and is void of guilt and responsibility but will stay away from the commands and warnings. This is the path of least resistance but it is not the path of God. There is a terrible misunderstanding of what it means to be saved and this has been accomplished through Satan using false teachers. If the truth is being told there would not be a church on every corner. I’m very alarmed about this as many believe and assume they are going to Heaven, but they have never been born again. You see, there is a true gospel, and a modified gospel. The true gospel does not appeal to our fleshly carnal nature and wants nothing to do with being refined in God’s refining fires. This is why a modified gospel was created in order to promote church attendance and increase finances that are used to pay people to serve the Lord and His people. This generic alteration is widely accepted among those who enjoy the comforts and securities it presents. This has always been a clever plan by Satan who acts as the pied piper as he hypnotizes and brainwashes those who refuse to embrace God’s truth. It is for this reason God sends a strong delusion over their hearts which seals their doom.

When we discuss the meaning of salvation, we must comprehend that grace was never intended to be an opportunity to live according to our desires according to our will. And yet when we look around at those who claim to be Christians, this is exactly what we see. Yes, there is a liberty for the individual, but it is the opportunity to be transformed into a new creation. It is the opportunity to allow the fires of God to melt everything that is not of Him and to leave only the pure gold of His love and truth. The church has turned everything around backward until it sounds like God is serving us. Heaven is for those who endure until the end not for someone who raises their hand and never walks with Him. Most religious people believe the sinner’s prayer is the means to an end, but it only opens the door to begin proving our love for God. To think that eternal life is handed out like candy without accountability is a fantasy. Works is how we prove our faith and enables grace to be activated in those who have taken the covenant vow of matrimony. Without blood covenant vows of dedication being exchanged there has been no real born again miracle of regeneration and redemption. As men have distorted God’s mercy, it is commonly taught that we “accept” Jesus being crucified and resurrected and this gives us eternal life no matter how we live. This is false along with the idea is that Christ suffered so that we do not need to. This is also not true. In fact, as Christ suffered so shall we and the closer we are to Him the more we will be hated and persecuted.

The true plan of God for His remnant cannot escape rejection from the world. As we carry our cross which keeps our nature crucified, we will reject the world and the world will hate us for it. Being an overcomer for Christ is a lifestyle of pain as we carry the burden of suffering which includes being disrespected and mocked, attacks on our integrity, living in isolation, refusing to be conformed to the world’s system, friends and family turning against us. So why aren’t those we know who say are they are saved experiencing this? Why are Christians not falling on their faces and filled with sorrow from the burden of knowing that many around us are going to hell? But brother, we are to be happy! On the contrary, Jesus was a man of sorrows and the closer we are to Him the more we will be transformed into His nature and character. There is nothing happy about billions of people burning in hell forever.



I listen to preachers, teachers, prophets, medical professionals, and politicians each week. It’s quite a challenge to put all the pieces of life together into something that resembles some type of spiritual direction that makes sense. Like many of you, I pray for spiritual discernment as I seek to be led by God in His wisdom and understanding. When God wants to know if He can give us something, let us always remember to ask Him for more wisdom and discernment. Some ministers today are saying that a huge revival is coming and I certainly hope it is. I have not heard the Lord tell me this, however, many believe this is going to happen as the Bible does say in Joel 2:28 and again in Acts 2:17, “And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God, that I will pour out of my Spirit on ALL flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your young men shall see visions, your old men shall dream dreams.” This does sound like a spiritual awakening and a harvest of souls from His grace and mercy, but the question is what time period this is prophesying about. Many scholars believe the Joel passage was referring to the warnings to repent or face the consequences of God’s judgments and the same situation again in the days of the early church. It is commonly accepted the original writers when mentioning the “last days” were not referring to the end of the age as they believed they were already living in the last days. Staying within the context is very critical as we interpret scripture. In my studies and research, I am convinced the dispensation we are now living in, will grow darker and more evil instead of being filled with repentance, love, and the reverential fear of God.

Satan has come on very strong in the last couple of years and it seems that everything has changed – even the church. People are changing, their minds and hearts are more calloused and less trusting. Love is waxing cold. The average religious person today has the attitude that Christianity is doing well and there are no problems, but how can they say this? Are they not sensitive enough to know that the evil spirits of religion are wearing sheep’s clothing? Deception has grown to the point that people have become desensitized and are not even aware of it. This has come as a result of being exposed to sin. The “tell a vision” along with social media has removed the child-like innocence and humility and while slowly feeding the carnal human nature with darkness and depravity. Like the frog who sits in the water as the temperature slowly rises, the habits and attributes of the flesh can fill the mind and heart with lust and laziness. As a man thinks so is he, and the problem is that the mind cannot drink in the filth of the world and walk in God’s presence at the same time. Following the flesh is the evidence of a strong delusion and the conscience being seared as with a hot iron. We can understand the lost doing this, but we are also seeing spiritual blindness within the general population of the church. An organized assembly of lukewarm backsliders is NOT what God had in mind.

The modern idea of revival is calling a preacher to hold services for a few days to excite and make us feel good. This is not genuine revival unless there is widespread repentance and people are being transformed and dedicating their lives to Jesus in a brand new commitment to Him. If there is no fervent praying and fasting or a reverential fear of God’s holiness, it is nothing more than just another emotional program. For the most part, I believe the churches have exchanged obedience to God’s demand of sanctification for the ideas that we can live however we want and it’s no big deal. I am convinced that only a very few people are taking up their cross and are trying to pull away from the temptations and darkness of the world. We need to remember that a revival meeting has very little to do with a holy lifestyle. People go to church meetings all the time and are the biggest sinners in town. We have plenty of good speakers but what we are lacking is a constant awareness of God’s presence. Many have become calloused to the Holy Spirit’s conviction and are not demonstrating the knowledge that they know.

When we read the Bible and try to imagine what it was like for the early church, it’s truly difficult to comprehend. Our structures are beautiful cozy buildings, our preaching is systematic and technical, we have tremendous organization, professional training, higher education, and yet we are missing the most important ingredient – the anointing and presence of God’s Spirit. In fact, we are so different from the early church I am concerned that we now have a different religion. The world has changed and unfortunately; the church has changed with it. We are no longer focused on the spiritual but are controlled by the culture. We must see the difference between the organized assembly and the bride of Christ. Most of what is presented as the church is NOT the true church whom Jesus gave His life for. Just as pagan idol worship has been in the world for thousands of years, we see the spirits of religion today on nearly every corner. The people go in for numerous reasons and then they live a lifestyle that is no different than those who are spiritually blind and lost. And we wonder why these places are spiritually cold and dry. We hear a lot about conservative right-wing patriots who love God and country, but are these individuals really walking in the fullness of the Holy Spirit? It’s going to take more than flying a flag and singing God bless America to endure in the tribulation. If anyone is putting their faith in a political party or an individual to save the country, they are already deceived. Turn away from the world, pledge allegiance to His kingdom, get alone with God, and stay under the shadow of His wings.

We hear about how we need to get back to the book of Acts, but does anyone talk about what it would take to experience it? People may want to see the miracles, but does anyone actually want to live as the original disciples lived? Who is prepared to pay the price of holiness, rejection, hatred, isolation, and persecution? Very few to say the least. This is exactly why the manifestations of God’s power were traded for entertainment and the comforts of encouraging stories. The churches are only as spiritual as their members and with widespread lukewarmness and deception; the Lord removed His candlestick and turned them over to a strong delusion. Today we see that people do not know the difference as their conscience has been seared as with a hot iron. They do not have the fire of the Holy Ghost because they do not want it! Revival is one thing but reformation is quite another. You can shout and dance in a revival but be killed when standing for reformation. Revival excites our emotions but reformation brings permanent transformation. Martin Luther refused to renounce his writings at the demand of Pope Leo X in 1520 which resulted in his ex-communication by the Pope and was condemned as a criminal by the Roman Emperor. His writings were burned and anyone caught with his teachings was also considered a heretic and arrested. He hid from the authorities to escape being burned at the stake. 

I’m not sure if there will be another reformation movement. People are just too worldly and most will never agree to yield and submit their will to God. Unless there is a sincere desire to become a living sacrifice for His glory, there is no understanding of genuine salvation. Being religious desires the blessings without having to change who we are. Most churches today are more worried about church attendance and passing the offering plates than they are about how the people think and live. It’s not about the large numbers, it’s all about someone who desires to give their life to Jesus. Of course, people would rather go to church than take up their cross and follow Jesus. Spoiler alert – these are not the same things. It would be better to have one person agreeing to enter into a blood covenant vow with Jesus than for 10,000 people to call themselves a Christian and never live for Him. You see, when we are born again, the old nature has died and our new nature has risen as baptism symbolizes. The problem is that when many people raise their hand to be saved, there is no change. Something is wrong.

How many want a personal reformation? Reformed means to be changed. Here are some other related words to being reformed, alteration, amend, correction, realignment, reconstruction, overhaul, rehabilitate, rectify, and rearrange. We can see this has everything to do with being made new and taking a 180 turn in the opposite direction. Many who believe they are saved have never been born again. There is nothing more dangerous than being deceived by our emotional feelings. How can we know the difference? If you never have a burden for the lost who are dying and going to hell and have never shared your faith with someone, there is something wrong. If you never have a desire to be alone and pray, or if you do not have a hunger and thirst for God’s Word, this is not normal for a true Christian. If you have never heard His voice or been aware of His presence, this is not the lifestyle of a follower of Christ. If you can intentionally sin and not feel any remorse or guilt whatsoever, you are either backslidden very far away from God or you do not personally know Him at all. The reason why the Word of God does not convict or change these types of people is because the wine of God’s truth is being poured into an old wineskin. There must be a new wineskin. In spiritual terms, the individual must become a new creation in Christ to receive His Spirit. True redemption is turning away from the carnal nature of the flesh and running into the name and presence of the Lord. It is surrendering our control and giving complete control to God in everything we say and do. Until a person understands the holy vow of the blood covenant with Jesus, they will not comprehend what it means to be saved. What will bring someone to take this pledge of responsibility and dedication to the Almighty? When the convicting desire to change becomes stronger than the temptation to remain the same.




I had been seeking the Lord for a few days and meditating about the tabernacle of Moses. I have studied this before and have seen the correlation of these stations with the true Christian life. There is a divine order in God’s ways and I encourage you to study the procession to the holy of holies and ask God to give you the revelation of how this pertains to your personal relationship with Him. Without understanding the path to God, we will not walk in His Spirit or accomplish His will. I recently had a vision as the Lord brought me into a large place where it was just Him and me. It was white all around like the inside of a cloud and I could see nothing in the distance above or below. I also could not see God but I knew He was there. I could sense His presence. He spoke, and it sounded like nothing I had ever heard. I cannot describe it in human words. It was like the Ocean and thunder mixed together. He said, “What do you want?” I was dumbfounded and embarrassed that I could not think. My mind was reeling as I said nothing. I was filled with a reverential fear of Him and fell before Him. I came out of the vision and this troubled me for many days. I have now thought of a reply, but I want to ask you how you would respond if the Lord were to ask you this question. I remember when God presented this question to Solomon, and he replied that he wanted wisdom and discernment so that he could lead people in the ways of God. This was a very good answer and the Lord not only gave him wisdom but since he did not ask for riches, God also made him one of the wealthiest people on earth. I too want wisdom and spiritual sensitivity as I know we are heading into the end of the age and the tribulations are becoming more aggressive against Christians. The remnant are being called to walk in a higher spiritual level in order to be victorious for His glory. We must be prepared to stand or we will compromise and fail Him. Today is the day to choose to walk in His direction and listen to His voice or we will be swept away in the flood of lies and deception.

The spiritual atmosphere is changing and everyone is standing in a crossroad to go all the way with God or follow the world’s system. Satan is unleashing fear and panic and only those who live in the strong tower of God’s name will endure until the end. Faith will overcome fear but building faith takes a lot of determination, discipline, and perseverance. I want to be a servant of God and to dwell every moment in His presence. I want to be filled with agape love for Him and everyone in the world. I want to have a burden for the lost and a burning passion to fast and pray without ceasing. I want to pull completely away from the world’s system and the carnality of my flesh. My cry is for God to create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me. I ask for the revelation of His wisdom so that I might understand who He is and who I am in Him. I need a higher vision of faith and I appreciate the revelation of knowing that resting in God is the ultimate proof of trusting Him. Yes, we are battling in constant spiritual warfare, but there is no greater demonstration of faith than the peace and joy than when we rest in Him. He is honored when we trust Him completely and nothing reveals this more than when we can walk in this level of confidence. The Sabbath was not just for our bodies but is also for the development of our faith, hope, and love. I want to be His messenger until He returns and to be a vessel of honor for His glory. I am constantly asking God to give me an ear to hear what His Spirit is saying and to allow me to relay His message. I pray that He will use me to reach as many people as possible and that many seekers will receive His truth and draw closer to Him. I desire to be filled with His Spirit that I might demonstrate the attributes of God’s character and nature. I encourage you to take some time this week and write down how you would respond to God when He calls you and wants to know what you desire from Him.






Soon after Jesus had resurrected, we find a beautiful passage found in John chapter 20 that is a wonderful example of how much God loves us and wants to encourage us. The friends and family of Christ were gathered together after his horrific crucifixion and were still grieving over his death when all of a sudden, he appears in their midst! Even though they remembered how he had promised to return I’m sure they were still awestruck. Jesus stretches out His hands and reveals his previous wounds, and of course, they are overjoyed to see him again. He spoke peace and breathed on them and before he left; he filled them with the Holy Spirit. Thomas was not there that night and later when he returned verse 25 says, “The other disciples, therefore, said to him, we have seen the Lord, but Thomas replied, unless I see in his hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into His side, I will not believe.”

Eight days later the group came together again and once again Jesus miraculously appeared except this time Thomas was present. Christ looked at Thomas and told him to reach out and touch the scars, and he did. Jesus said, “Be not faithless, but believing,” as Thomas replied, “My Lord and my God.” When we are discouraged and struggling to believe, we can know that God will always make the extra effort to prove how much he loves us and wants us to trust him. He is encouraging us today to know that his presence is all around us. You see, Thomas represents everyone when it comes to doubt as believing without seeing is truly difficult. This is where faith becomes essential within our understanding that just because we cannot see God, it does not mean he is not there. In verse 29 we read, “Jesus said unto him, Thomas because you have seen me, you believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.”

Faith is having an optimistic attitude even when it seems the situation is hopeless. If our lives were filled with happiness with no problems at all, we would not sense the urgency to pray in faith. Those who read the Bible are well aware of what is coming in the future and the time to build faith is now. Walls of faith are built one brick at a time, which means if we do not develop faith every day we cannot instantly generate faith when tragedy comes. We know that global principalities and evil strongholds will become more aggressive as the return of Christ draws near. This is because Satan has been given temporary permission by God to be a puppet master for the leaders of the world. I Peter 5:8 warns, “Be sober, be vigilant, because your adversary the devil walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.” We should not be shocked to witness wars, violence, hatred, division, and oppressive governments but we are reminded in God’s word 365 times to “fear not.” It’s clear the virus has caused widespread panic and I believe we are facing one of the most aggressive attacks from Satan that I have seen in my lifetime. “Pray without ceasing” I Thessalonians 5:17.

Anxiety and stress can negatively affect our spiritual joy, our conscience and our physical bodies as we cannot allow our emotions to distract us from our relationship with Christ. Walking with Jesus allows us to live in his peace even in the midst of the storm. Spiritual confidence is activated when the determination to trust God becomes stronger than the temptation to be afraid. We cannot live in faith and fear at the same time. If we choose to feed our faith, our fears will starve. Thomas Aquinas is quoted as saying, “To the one who has faith, no explanation is necessary. To those without faith, no explanation is possible.” Whatever trial we are going through today, we have the opportunity to fill our hearts with God’s promises or be drowned in a sea of confusion and doubt. Our natural senses desire to control us, but faith is spiritual and declares that we will hope and trust in the Lord no matter the circumstances. Remember, God did not give us a spirit of fear. “I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me. He freed me from all of my fears” Psalm 34:4.


A Cappella rendition of “I Stand In Awe Of You”






“But we all with open face beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from GLORY to GLORY, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.” (II Corinthians 3:18)

“Help us Oh God to have love in all things as we continue to fight on our knees in this spiritual war. We repent of our sins and fall before you in humility and reverential fear of who you are. Amen” Twenty-five years before I started writing on a daily basis, I wrote music lyrics that were downright painful to my human nature. Those of you who have listened to these songs know what I mean. Many have told me over the years that the music was so convicting that probably only a small remnant of seekers would actually want to hear them. This must be true as I cannot count the number of times I have given them to someone, and they never mentioned them again. I admit it is intimidating and fearful when we see Christ standing at the sacrificial alter beckoning for us to crawl upon on the hot coals. It’s like everything else in life, when we are passionate about what we enjoy – we cannot get enough of it, but when we are trying to avoid something, we cannot run fast enough to get away from it. Sadly, this is how we respond when it comes to what God desires for our life.

Of course, everyone wants a Savior but only if it’s free. Being “changed” into His image from glory to glory is the spiritual reality of learning, growing, evolving and advancing into God’s perfect will. This concept of their being a price to pay has never been popular. Just ask the martyrs for Christ. Remember, in the Old Testament God asked, “Who can I send and who will go for Me?” And in the New testament Jesus offered the wealthy young ruler to make a life-changing decision by asking, “Will you sell everything you have and follow Me?” So, this cross-road is not something new or a special calling, it is what being a true follower of God is all about. We have been deceived if we think that He will ACCEPT any other generic kind of life we throw together. Have you ever asked yourself; what is my spiritual destiny? I realize we cannot see the future but we can at least make sure we are on the right path. We know that abiding in the constant awareness of His presence and being obedient to His voice is included! But just what does it mean to abandon our will? Well, in order for us let go of our old life and become a new creation, we need to realize that He must be invited to sit on the throne of our heart or we will never trust or understand the revelation of God’s will. One more question. What is the meaning of life? It is loving God with all of our heart, mind and strength and knowing Him in the power of His resurrection. His will is His Word and knowing the wisdom of His knowledge reveals who He is and what He demands from us. You see, no matter what we have been taught, abandoning our will to God is NOT an option for those who seek to be an overcomer for His glory. Doing whatever we want or even having moral intentions is hardly good enough. Our flesh is so sneaky and rebellious that it can deceive and convince us that our choices are alright and that God is not paying attention. If we would become serious and take the time to fast and pray, we would discover the sobering truth that we are in rebellion and denial. Carnality does not care if we are wandering out in left field wearing a blindfold.

I find myself from time to time sitting in my office upset and brokenhearted over my failures and inability to live to the standards that I know God has called me to demonstrate. I have sadly discovered the reason why I do not “walk” according to His will and it is simply because my flesh does not want to, (and this upsets me even more). I am my own worst enemy. It was pointed out to me recently that the reason people who know me are not interested or respect what I say, is because they know my failures and this familiarity prevents people from trusting us. I believe this is what it means in Mark 6:4, “Jesus said to them, A prophet is not without honor except in his own town, among his relatives and in his own home.” It’s a sobering reminder that we cannot straddle the fence or compromise in any way when it comes to sin and our relationship with Jesus. If we witness for Christ one day and are seen out having a beer the next, people will always see you as a two-face hypocrite and will use this to justify writing you off as a serious Christian. I’ve been told to my face, “I thought you were a Christian” and being shamed is not a good feeling. I am grateful that I am convicted over my sins and that I want to know His truth and live by it, but I ask myself constantly, when will I go all the way in my faith and give myself to God completely? Some will say we cannot be perfect even though the Bible commands us to be. I know this may sound elementary but we will fulfill His destiny only when we become saturated with the reverential fear and revelation of who He is. His refining fire is a refining we must be tried and willing to go through. We will embrace His demand to change when the conviction to be transformed becomes greater than our desire to remain the same.

We pray the Father, Son and Holy Spirit will have mercy on us, teach us and empower us for the mission we have been called to accomplish. Each child of God has been called to do many things and has a unique role to play in His Kingdom. Our gifts, talents, anointing and personalities are all different and He desires to use each one to accomplish His perfect plan. As we have said many times before, our life now that we have been born again has been drastically changed because we are now building from a new spiritual blueprint. The plans and desires that we had in our old life may not look anything like what God has chosen for us to do now. Each follower of Christ has been given certain responsibilities and for the rest of our days it is up to us to discover what they mean and how to accomplish them. The beginning of wisdom concerning this mission is realizing that we must operate in HIS strength and attitude in order for these plans to be spiritually successful. Those who attempt to “combine” their will with God’s will or allow denial to lead them into a seemingly innocent rebellion, will discover that no matter how excited or diligent they are to execute their goals, things never seem to pan out. Even if they forcefully push them through until they are exhausted from their labors, they are left empty and extremely dissatisfied. Why? Because they have never learned that God does not accept or bless our designated offerings if they are given in our way and on our terms.

Many who are born again and filled with His Spirit have yet to allow God’s Word to renew and transform their mind and like the children of Israel they continue to go around in circles of frustration and defeat. Allow me to say, that God is doing a major work in those that are serious about personal change. He is pouring out His Spirit in this hour and is also drawing a dividing line as each person is deciding whose side they are on. There is God and Satan and no in between. We all agree the time of the end is near and we also realize that many in God’s family are not spiritually ready to “walk” in the higher levels of spiritual awareness. So, what will reveal where we stand? The intentions of our heart to embrace God’s truth. God has not changed and His Word is exactly the same as it has always been. He judges the human conscience and knows who is dedicated to obeying His voice and who is ALLOWING their mind to be deceived. Many understand the requirements but will not yield their will to Him.

We read in Hebrews chapter three about the “hardening” of the heart and within the context it mentions the children of Israel and their failures with trying to half-way follow God (which He considers dis-obedience and lukewarmness). We also notice that Jesus and the New Testament saints are held accountable to stand strong for His truth and how they respond to difficulties and trials of this life. We read in verse seven, “Wherefore as the Holy Ghost says, Today IF you will hear His voice, harden NOT your hearts, as in the provocation, in the day of temptation in the wilderness: when your fathers tempted me, proved me, and saw my works forty years.” What does the word “provocation” mean? It means to provoke, insult, instigate, irritate and induce. God’s people were promised they would receive their inheritance but because of their UNBELIEF they did NOT fulfill their part of the covenant and were denied the promised land. He was trying to teach them faith and how to progress and develop into mighty spiritual warriors of His kingdom but they made the CHOICE to remain carnal babies. Yes, He became aggravated at them because they would NOT overcome their flesh in order to walk in faith and obedience. Is this not what God is saying in this hour? He has given us His Word and the opportunity for us to be as close to Him as we desire but instead we have played the harlot and allowed the pleasures of this world to prevent us from being spiritually mature. Do you actually believe that God will gladly accept any type of rebellious attitudes, laziness, apathy, false teachings, impure motives and all excuses to live in carnality? Where did we ever get the idea that God will compromise His Word by making exceptions and yielding to the pleas of intentional rebellion? We have listened to many sermons, sang the praise songs and read articles and books for one reason; That we might abandon our will and embrace His perfect will! Not so that we will become so smart with religion that we think we can make it work like a magic lamp! If we have not spent time with Him and discovered who He is, we have willingly traded relationship for religion! Verse 12, “Take heed brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God.”

We are members of His body working together, learning and developing how to live for Him. We know that many things happening around us today are NOT what God has wanted. Many religious activities, programs, organizations and traditions may be substitutes and distractions to what God is really wanting to do in this world. If we read about certain individuals that had extraordinary experiences with the Lord, we notice that God was found in the secret places of isolation away from the voices of chaos. We know why individuals are drawn into the depths of His presence; because they want to know His truth. They desire to go deeper into His endless sea of wisdom and revelation. They are overwhelmed with His authority and His majestic power. They raise their hands to heaven, and He touches them and fills them with the glory of His endless love. “Ask and it shall be given to you; seek and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that will ask will receive; and he that seeks shall find, and to him that knocks it shall be opened” (Matthew 7:7-8).




Many believe that just because someone builds a structure or gathers together and calls it a church, that it is automatically blessed and a holy mandate for God to use for His glory. This can be true if the Lord is the one building His house so to speak, but they labor in vain if any organization or program is built with motives of the flesh. The old assumption, “if we build it, they will come” might apply to baseball fields and worldly entertainment, but we do not force, negotiate, manipulate, deceive, or command God to do anything He has not divinely planned and ordained. The correct thought process is to believe that it is The Almighty who inspires and leads His people to gather together and then He will provide for whatever else is necessary. The same as all who call themselves Christians are not born again, all local assemblies who believe they represent God are not shining the light of Christ as the Bible describes as a city that is set on a hill. Born again children of the Most High are the actual temples of the Holy Spirit on this earth that are not made with human hands and should not be confused with the dark spirits of religion who are wolves in sheep’s clothing. There are many specific groups and sects of people around the world who gather together live in bondage to religious arrogance and are more in love with their titles, creeds, and structures than the Creator of all things. They believe they are the only ones who know the truth and are deceived by a spirit that has blinded their minds. This confusion originates from the devil and brainwashes people to be divisive and political. This spirit is filled with false judgment, apathy, lust, greed, and are spiritually lukewarm which is the same religious spirit that was active in the time of Christ. Sadly, in these social gatherings, God is not present and the people do not even know it. Why? Because you cannot know what you are missing if you have never experienced it.

I’m hearing the Lord say that many candlesticks of the Holy Spirit are being removed from these places that call themselves a Christian assembly. God is holy and demands to be reverenced, He will not play games with those who pretend to be something they are not. Those who have no spiritual discernment may recognize these organizations as a church but God does not. These gatherings are more of an enemy of God and cause more harm than good with their lies and deception that spread misinformation and lead many into error. Remember Jesus confronted the priest in His day and met with the most religious leaders in that time. What did He tell them? He said they were teaching about God but did not even know God at all! John 8:19 says, “Then said they [the Pharisees] unto him, Where is thy Father? Jesus answered, Ye neither know me, nor my Father: if ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also.” This same evil spirit is very widespread today and though it may look good on the outside, it is actually a fierce enemy against the truth. A religious spirit is an impostor of God and is a spirit of the Antichrist. The term Ichabod is found in first Samuel 4:21 and in 14:3. Ichabod was an actual person the son of Phinehas the grandson of Eli, the priest of the Lord in Shiloh. The sad story of Eli and his two wayward sons, Phinehas and Hophni, is found in 1 Samuel, chapters 2 and 4. Hophni and Phinehas died in battle with the Philistines who captured the Ark of the Covenant and took it away from Israel. Upon hearing this terrible news, Eli fell backward off his chair and broke his neck, and died. With all of these horrible events, Phinehas’s pregnant wife went into labor and bore a son whom she named Ichabod which means, “The glory has departed from Israel.” The word means literally “inglorious” or “there is no glory,” and in her pain and despair, this woman not only was grieving over her family but lamented over the loss of the glory of God from Israel. Followers of Jesus must never take the glory of God’s presence in our midst for granted, lest we wake up one day and find that Ichabod has become a reality among us. To worship, love, teach, witness, minister, and walk with God’s Spirit is an honor and privilege.

Remember, the glory of God is used to describe God’s favor and blessings toward His people. The pillar of fire represented God’s presence and Jesus later refers to the concept of the glory of God leaving Israel. In His last message to Israel, His final word to the religious leaders was, “O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing. Look, your house is left to you desolate” Matthew 23:37-38. That was His final statement of judgment on Israel for the rejection of their Messiah. The Greek word translated “desolate,” means “abandoned to ruin.” This place is in abandonment. God has left. Jesus declares that all spiritual leaders who turn away from God in order to be popular or enjoy being in control will be judged including all who follow them. Their gatherings and personal lives will become desolate as Ichabod, the anointing, blessings, and the effectiveness of power and glory of God will depart as God can no longer use them. Instead of humble prayers and sincere sacrifice unto the Lord, they allow their imaginations to be filled with lust, greed, fame, entertainment, and money. Instead of being on fire for the holiness and sanctification for God, they wink and tease each other with secrets and dreams of perversion and worldly success. The apostate church has bowed down to serve evil as an accepted authority instead of standing and praying against it.

Today we have the modern churches who make fun of the older conservative way of thinking. These assemblies do not want holiness and the strict conservative lifestyles as they have removed prayer altars and the gifts of the Spirit. The apostate church has opened its doors to abortions, homosexuality, sexy clothing, worldly music, drinking, partying, fornication and adultery until there is no difference between following Jesus and the lost world. These churches are filled with sin and void of the Holy Spirit and we wonder why there are no miracles or wonders. These type of churches do want the prophetic gifts, convicting messages of repentance, saturating worship, or the psalmist ministry that brings forth music that exposes sin and reveals the intentions of the heart. The only true spiritual authority from this time forward will be God who moves through His overcomers in this hour. The true church will continue marching forward and will do God’s will.

If we are truly born again we are being transformed into His image which is the exact opposite of the carnal flesh. We will have discernment about what is right and wrong. We will NOT compromise with God’s truth. We will NOT sit in a cold dead church. We will not enjoy the perverted entertainment of the world in our movies, television, social media, and music. Sin will make us nauseated and if does not, we need to fall on the cross and be genuinely saved. “I the Lord says this day that I will not turn my head away and ignore your wickedness. I will not always be patient with those who bring embarrassment to my kingdom. I see everything that is hidden and if you do not repent, I will expose you to the world so that everyone can see your deeds of darkness says God. No one will get away with anything because I know the hearts of all men and women and I command everyone this hour to approach me with a broken and contrite heart and fall on your face to me saith the Lord and I will forgive you and restore you into my righteousness. But if you continue to play hide and seek and continue to allow deception to blind your mind, you will face my wrath and my judgment will fall upon you and you will suffer greatly. Today is my window of grace and mercy, receive it this hour and be saved, healed, and delivered from the strong delusion says the Lord of Host.”





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Urgent Prophetic Word – July 13, 2021

“I the Lord God of heaven and earth would say unto the church in America, I have heard your cries and prayers. I know the hearts and minds of everyone and I know my children are begging me to expose the evil and bring swift justice and judgment upon the wicked. The stench of depravity and blasphemy against me fills my nostrils however, I want to remind you that the Satanic bondage within your country did not happen overnight and the evil which now surpasses even Noah’s time and the debauchery of Sodom and Gomorrah has grown deep roots in every facet of your land. As the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob, I see thy works and have weighed you in the balance and declare this day that you have fallen short in your responsibility to be a watchman on the wall. You turned your eyes away from me and focused on pleasure instead of following my voice. Your slumber caused the land to be filled with lukewarmness and you laughed at evil. You professed to be my church but have not considered the deceptions which you desire for me to uncover and punish also applies to you. The assemblies which gather and call themselves my church are also guilty of being dishonest and hypocritical and I am preparing to expose all who have been living a double life. You have left your first love and now I am shining my light of truth into your lives and the darkness will have nowhere to hide. You have refused to learn discipline. You have become rebellious toward the thoughts of sacrifice and have ignored my call to surrender your will. You have wrongly called me Lord because you failed to obey my word and now I am pulling back the covers and will expose your sins saith, God.

I called my people at the birthing of this nation to lead and guide this government and to create and enforce a legal system according to my divine truth. But instead of standing strong against the challenges of intentional sin and following my instructions to rebuke, reprove, and cast out demons, you turned your eyes away to the pleasures of the flesh and believed that everything would be alright. You refused to confront sin and were not strong enough to fight against your own carnality. You became weak when you paid others to preach and pray for you and do the work of the ministry that I called you to do. You replaced taking up your cross and becoming a living sacrifice with a seeker-friendly social club of politics and entertainment. I am removing my candlestick from all of these assemblies and sadly the people do not even recognize it. Why? Because they do not know me. The churches did not want my presence; they turned their ears away from my prophets and chose to create and embrace a distorted gospel that made them feel good. You were foolish to underestimate your adversary and decided that interceding without ceasing was uncomfortable, extreme, unnecessary, and fanatical. Your churches became haughty and filled with delusion and deception. You allowed your will to control you instead of surrendering your will to me. I called you to holiness and sanctification and to walk in the power and authority of my word, name, and the blood of Jesus, but instead you justified your weakness and taught others that I was lenient and did not care about sanctification and transformation. Instead of calling my house a den of thieves, you said let us reason together and be happy. There are always consequences for not obeying me and my church in America is no exception.

You learned how to compromise and enjoyed playing games and negotiating with a carnal and wicked world. Your motives and intentions were based on carnality because you loved your sin more than having a personal relationship with me. You went to sleep at the wheel and allowed Satan to choose the direction of the country and gave the kingdom of darkness control of the government and legal system and this is the reason America has turned into a cesspool of filth, hatred, and corruption. Instead of being filled with my spirit and using my authority to advance and overcome the perversion and abominations of rebellion, you hid behind the walls of buildings and pretended to be strong. While you focused on prosperity, the world demanded their right to serve Satan and took control of the nation. And now that you are stirring from your slumber, you want me to uproot all the evil and restore your land and return America as a nation under my name? Do you actually believe that I am going to rip the evil from the hearts of those who hate me? Did I not say that I love the world and gave my only son so that whosoever would believe in me would be saved and have eternal life? I do not force myself on anyone. You call yourselves patriots and are now begging me to prosecute and court marshal all the evil people within your government and restore the republic and the gold system that was lost, stop the abortions and overturn Roe vs. Wade, reverse same-sex marriage, stop the homosexual agenda, restructure the public education system into a Christian curriculum, enforce spiritual views of morality based on my word and make America a Christian nation. And you want me to do it immediately? I say unto you this day, instead of you waiting on me to cleanse the nation of sin and make it holy, I am waiting on you to put on the whole armor of God and take the initiative to step out on the battlefield and engage my authority against your enemy on the front line of spiritual warfare. Your life is not about living in peace and prosperity, it is about being obedient to me. If you want the devil and his followers to be taken out of power, you must go to war on your knees and use my authority to cast them out. Did I not promise that your warfare was spiritual instead of carnal and that you have the responsibility to pull down demonic strongholds and principalities in my name? The key to pleasing me is to do what I say to do. I did not call my people to purify the world, but to be led by my Spirit. My church needs to repent for disobeying me and must begin this hour to obey my voice, have my mind, and see the way I see.

I ask you this hour, where have I promised that I will rid the earth of evil before the return of Christ? Where in my Word have I declared that in the last days I will turn the world upside down and cause the earth to flourish as a paradise of peace and love? Did I not say that wickedness would increase, false prophets would mislead and deceive, and the love of many would wax cold? I promised that I would pour out my spirit on my sons and daughters, but this is not the same as removing immorality and darkness from the planet. Beware of false prophets and those who speak from their fleshly emotions for personal gain. Do you actually believe there will be a holy government that loves me as the masses sing praises to me and worship me? I said the world hates me and if you truly love me, it will also hate you! Yes, there will be a millennial reign in the future where Jesus is the King of kings, but you are now in a time of intense tribulation and I’ve given Satan the liberty to carry out his agenda to steal, kill, and destroy. Wake up! Wake up saith the Lord of Host! While the end of the age is coming to a close, I am calling for my people to spend quiet time with me, to lead revivals and bring many to me in this last hour harvest, and to move with the Holy Spirit, but this does not mean I am going to destroy the wicked, remove the darkness, and bind Satan and his demons so that you can enjoy yourselves. You are going to face fierce resistance and persecution which is why you must dwell in the secret place of the Most High. In fact, the closer you live in my presence and the more involved you are for my kingdom the more likely you will face persecution, hatred, rejection, mockery, imprisonment, and even death. I can protect you and you can overcome sin by the blood of the Lamb and the word of your testimony but I will not promise that you will never be a martyr for my glory.

You must understand your life is hidden with Christ and that to die for my sake is gain. This is why I call those who are fearless and who fight on the front line my holy remnant and the bride of Christ. My wise virgins have their lamps filled with oil and their wedding garments are clean and white and have no wrinkles. Do you not comprehend you are standing at the end of the age? These sheep and wheat are faithful and are but a tiny portion of the masses who claim to love me but who have no intention of doing my will. Have I not said, the religious spirits praise me with their lips but their hearts are far from me? I say unto you this hour, all earthly governments and kingdoms are corrupt and always will be because they are controlled by evil people. The entire world has a depraved nature and chooses each moment whom they will serve. Be more concerned and burdened with allowing your light to shine in a realm of confusion and violence as this is why I have called you. Do not spend all of your time trying to fix what cannot be repaired. Develop your discernment so that you can know what is of me and what is false information. I am the way, the truth, and the life. Do not allow your mind and heart to be distracted with visions of comfort and financial gain and fantasies of the world loving and respecting you. Have you forgotten the world does not allow prayer and my Bible because they do not believe I am the creator of all things? Do you not understand you are in a war unto death and that all who are not on fire for me are my enemies? Do you realize those in your family who are not sold out for me are fighting against my kingdom which includes you? Pray that you will not be brainwashed and mesmerized with deceptions and lies. It is your responsibility to protect your conscience from the airwaves. Your citizenship is in heaven and your hope is in me alone. Focus on listening to my voice and doing my will so that your name will be found in my book of life. Allow me to fill you with my Spirit and above all things do what I say. Concentrate and meditate on taking up your cross and following me, love me with all of your heart, pray without ceasing, and walk holy before me as this is the meaning and purpose of your life says the Lord of Host this day.”

Please share as the Lord leads – Billy –


Wherefore God exalted Jesus to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose” Philippians 2:9-13.

I love receiving messages directly from the Lord and maybe He comes to me in my sleep because He has a more difficult time trying to get my attention when I’m awake. Whatever the case, I do not have these special experiences every night but occasionally I will have dreams and visions that I know are information and instructions that He desires to relay to me. I’m writing this on the morning of July third, 2021, and last night I received one of these messages. This was not a normal dream where there are individuals that we know in surroundings we are not familiar with, but rather this was a direct statement. It was an audible voice without anything visual. In the first part of the statement, God said, “You must take total control of your will.” I want to stop here just for a second and say that even in my subconscious state, I was taken back by this warning. I’m always thinking and writing that we are not to have control and to surrender our will so that we can do God’s will. We indeed need to let go of our will, but I’m seeing this will not come automatically just because we know we should or say this is a good thing. This brings me to the second part of what I heard the Lord say. He said, “The only way you can give me control of your life, which includes all of your heart, mind, soul, and strength, is for you to have complete control over it. You are unable to give me something that you do not have. You cannot turn over your will until it no longer controls you.”

Please listen, my dear brothers and sisters, I am broken by this revelation as I know that God is saying that most of us are at a place where we can no longer be a halfhearted follower and expect to be a last day overcomer for His kingdom at the same time. Does this bear witness with your spirit? The statement God spoke to me has everything to do with Jesus being our Lord and King. I often talk about Christ desiring to sit on the throne of our heart, but for Him to rule and reign within us, we must remove ourselves and allow Him to sit down. This is the seat of our will and we cannot assume this transfer of power and control will just happen on its own. Our carnality does not want us to surrender this position of control to God because it loves to do whatever it wants. Our emotions will fight to the death and present every deception, compromise, and justification to protect its independence. The question that remains is whether we are strong enough to once and for all take control over our flesh or will we continue being timid and willingly negotiate a middle ground. It’s clear to see the reason why the churches have been asleep and are filled with sin. The people are being controlled by their will The Lord is saying that He is unable to establish the ultimate bonding of our covenant relationship because we are trying to play both sides. We are missing out on the deep spiritual intimacy which comes when we are filled with His presence because we have never trusted Him with everything. I am joyful that He shared this with me but I am also filled with reverential fear. I had a glimpse of God that has brought me to my face before Him. This is a very serious warning that many unfortunately are not aware of. To be honest, most would rather not hear this at all, and that is exactly why the faithful are called His “remnant.” Not being in control of our will is the cause of many other problems such as our relationships, health problems, finances, ministry anointing, and the lack of peace and joy, just to mention a few. I am in deep meditation about this word and I pray that you will take a moment and think about your relationship with Jesus. May we examine our heart with the light of His perfect truth and allow Him to expose and penetrate beyond our excuses and lukewarm attitudes of mediocrity and apathy.

I’m sure that many will agree that we are at the end of the age and are standing at a spiritual crossroad. Today each one of us will make a conscious decision to go all the way with God or choose to embrace the deception of religion and allow our will to control us. We are reminded of God’s warning to Israel in Deuteronomy 30:15-20. His message is the same, He is demanding that His people either give themselves completely to Him or suffer terrible consequences. Total devotion to God was never an option but was suggested by a deceptive fallen nature. The old nature is supposed to be dead but have we ever really buried him? When will we put on the character of Christ permanently! We claim to be a new creation in Christ but are we? We claim to be crucified with Christ and free from sin but are we? We claim to be an overcomer by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony but are we? All of this is about our WILL and who is in control. It does not matter what we say or do if we have not surrendered our will to God. May we choose life. Amen.

“See, I have set before thee this day life and good, and death and evil; In that I command thee this day to love the Lord thy God, to walk in his ways, and to keep his commandments and his statutes and his judgments, that thou mayest live and multiply: and the Lord thy God shall bless thee in the land whither thou goest to possess it. But if thine heart turn away, so that thou wilt not hear, but shalt be drawn away, and worship other gods, and serve them; I denounce unto you this day, that ye shall surely perish, and that ye shall not prolong your days upon the land, whither thou passest over Jordan to go to possess it. I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live: That thou mayest love the Lord thy God, and that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he is thy life, and the length of thy days: that thou mayest dwell in the land which the Lord sware unto thy fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them.”






Here is a video of an original song called, “Whoever will”



An audio recording of a message from the “Alabamian” newspaper in Jackson Alabama. “Jesus the name above all others.”



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The Lord is very interested in us. He created us and everyone knows that whatever you create; you watch it, protect it, and are proud of it. God listens to every word we say and knows every thought we have. He would love for us transform into His image but He is waiting patiently for us to call on Him to help us. To change spiritually is more than just saying words – it is meaning it with our heart. We must be completely focused and by faith be ready to surrender our will to His will. This is a holy vow that very few have experienced and is God’s demand but if we are not serious, He is certainly not deceived and loves us so much that He cannot compromise. For most of us, we have moved past the age of awakening and are now in a time of accountability. Go before Him with a broken and contrite heart and He will flood your conscience with His power and wisdom. Is God or your flesh in control? It is miserable trying to live with the internal conflict of rebellion and regret. Anger and resentment toward our own decisions we have made can torment our conscience and directly affect how we think about our future. The blood of Jesus is the only thing that can wash away our sin and give us peace and hope.

“The blood of Jesus is the only thing that can wash away our sin and give us peace and hope.”

Discouragement can become so heavy that it can convince us that we cannot become anything more than what we already are. This self-image of low esteem is related to depression and hopelessness and has no place in the life of the believer. Yes, we all have times of feeling down but this is usually the result of taking our eyes from Christ and looking at the stormy waves and winds. Remember, when Peter kept his eyes on Jesus he walked on the water but when he allowed fear to overwhelm him, he began to sink. I realize the world is being overtaken by Satan and he is definitely preparing the way for his anti-Christ and global domination. However, we must not allow this Biblical prophecy to cause us to be frustrated and depressed. God is in total control and He is calling us to get up and get moving. He has so much for us to do we do not have time to live in an attitude of pity. Let us rejoice that we are living in this hour and for the amazing opportunity to represent His kingdom. Be thankful that your name is written in the Lamb’s book of life! Call on Him today and tell Him you are weary with doubt and anxiety. Ask Him to encourage you and listen carefully to what He wants to say. It’s crucially important that we stop living in denial and ask Him for the courage to lay ALL of our cards on the table. Taking a personal inventory of our heart and mind is a great place to start because honesty reveals what we have and what we need. Sincerely examining our conscience is like taking inventory and launching a strategy proposal so that we know where we are and where we need to be. Instead of living with our head in the sand and allowing our negative emotions to control our destiny, it is time to push “satisfied-self” off the throne and invite Jesus Christ to be our Lord and King. This is difficult and will take everything we are and our entire life to learn and develop this sanctified way of living.

“Be thankful that your name is written in the Lamb’s book of life!”

Harvesting in the spiritual realm has as much to do with the power of words as it does a crop in the field. If we allow heaviness and sadness to be planted in the rich soil of our conscience and water them with doubt and negative confession, we can be sure to reap a huge harvest of oppression. These dark clouds can block the powerful and beautiful rays of light from God’s Son and deceive us into thinking that we are a failure or that our labors are not desired or appreciated. Satisfied-self is always ready to give up and forget about trying to persevere because this negative attitude is an extension of the old carnal nature and has every intention to dominate our thought life until we become determined to do something about it. Until the vision and desire of the “possible-self” becomes stronger than the un-renewed mind – we will remain the same! You will never be the person you desire to be unless you can “see” the POSSIBLE YOU with the eyes of your spirit. The most important aspect of the metamorphosis process is to make certain that the individual you see in the mirror is the person God has called you to be. Freewill has been given to each man and woman but as Christians, this does not mean we can become whatever WE want to be. True freedom is having the courage to love God. When we were redeemed with the blood of Jesus, this means we were literally purchased from the eternal legalities of spiritual law. In other words, we were doomed because of the curse of the fall to be hopelessly destined to everlasting punishment and separation from God, but He loved us and launched a rescue plan to save us. Within this purchase agreement based on the blood of Christ, there is a covenant vow that declares that everything God has is ours and all that we are and have is His.

“Until the vision and desire of the “possible-self” becomes stronger than the un-renewed mind – we will remain the same!”

We have no problem dancing and shouting about inheriting the riches of Heaven but we become more reserved when it comes to surrendering our most loved possession. And what exactly is that? I thought you would never ask – it’s our will. We want to enjoy unlimited natural and spiritual blessings while still clinging to our carnality. Spoiler alert – this is not going to work! The Lord is not blind nor deceived or unaware of our game playing. Since He bought us – this means He now owns us. We can make excuses all we want but the true reality is that He demands our intentions, motives, desires, energy, dreams, plans, hopes, visions, and decisions which sums it all up in one word – our heart. Until we see this divine revelation and embrace it, we will always enjoy being in the captain of our own ship. The love of being independently in control allows us to assume we can do everything in our own strength, courage and intelligence. This is a twisted view of a successful life. The truth is that we must understand what God has designed for us to be and with His anointing and intervention He will bless our labors and faith in order to accomplish HIS will in our life for HIS glory! Making sure all the pieces are lined up and arranged correctly is crucial when it comes to being blessed and victorious.

“The Lord is not blind nor deceived or unaware of our game playing.”

IF my people which are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways; then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and will heal their land” II Chronicles 7:14. This has been a popular verse for many years and is one of the strongest and clearest encouragements for the body of Christ when it comes to repentance and prayer. It has mostly been used in the context of God’s children re-dedicating their lives back to God so that He can deliver them from the hardships and difficulties resulting from sin. Let us decree this verse in our meditations and confessions as we walk with Him as a lifestyle instead of a religious facade. Yes, God wants to bring restoration and blessings to a nation as a whole, but our prayers should also include that God would help us align our will with His will so that His purpose can be manifested in us personally! I realize that trying to understand the hidden mysteries of how God operates behind the scenes will take more than just “surface mining.” I also believe that we can see and hear many things with our spiritual eyes and ears – IF they are open. As always, He is willing to bend over backward to help us, but He is limited by what we allow Him to do. Yes, I know it sounds disrespectful and blasphemous, but I am convinced we can prevent God from accomplishing His desires in us. I was reading an article the other day, and they closed by stating, “As with all things in life, if it’s God’s will, it will be.” I disagree with this old saying. I’m not implying that God cannot do whatever He wants, but He does not make us love Him or force us to worship or serve Him and yet we know this is His perfect will. All that have lived wicked on Earth and who will spend an eternity in Hell refused to do with God’s will. Each of us every day disappoints and fails Him and ruins His plans for us. Prayer and obedience could have changed many things, but our wrong choices can prevent His perfect will from happening.

“As always, God is willing to bend over backward to help us, but He is limited by what we allow Him to do.”

Brother God can do anything and everything – He is God! How dare you even mention the possibility that there may be something He cannot do if He wants to do it! He is the creator of all things and His sovereignty gives Him the authority to decide all things and makes Him in total control!” I know – and it is not my intention to take anything away from the glory and splendor of God’s Omniscience. However, we also know God’s truth has the power to set people free from their ignorance and the bondage, but that does not mean that He will force them to love Him in spite of their lack of knowledge or desire to embrace Him. Take the previous verse for example; It begins with a very important word, “IF.” Just this first word indicates that it is the decision of the people that will depend on whether God intervenes a little, some or not at all and this has everything to do with how much of God’s will is accomplished. I hope we can agree that God always wants to forgive and bless, but He does not “make” people repent! In this light, we must also agree that God does not always see His will accomplished every time in everyone. I understand how unusual this sounds but He is disappointed and saddened about the choices people make. You can go through the entire Bible and see the numerous situations where individuals made the wrong choices and suffered the consequences of disobedience. God was with them, trying to warn them and help them, but their free will gave them the power to control their destiny. So why am I saying all this? I am trying to put the spotlight on the fact that everything that happens is not necessarily God’s fault, but rather WE have direct responsibility when it comes to running and winning the race of life. Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily beset [harass, tempt, attack, afflict, trouble, oppress, plague, torment] us, and let us RUN with patience the RACE that is set before us” Hebrews: 12:1. Did you notice we are the ones who decide IF we will run with holiness, when, and how far? It is NOT God’s desire that we partake in sin and allow our lives to become so entangled with carnality that we cannot press toward the mark. Likewise, it is not God’s fault that we finish our life in disappointment, sadness, and failure because of terrible decisions. You see, the miracle we are looking for is within our own hearts, but we need to understand how it can be manifested through God’s power and our behavior. In this light, it is probable that we are holding back our own victory by refusing to let go of our favorite sins.

“I hope we can agree that God always wants to forgive and bless, but He does not “make” people repent!”

Sometimes when we are convicted, we might think about our spiritual life and do a quick summary of how we are doing and usually we come up with a generally clean bill of health. Our old nature is like having our grandfather representing us in court and we do not have a doubt he will relentlessly defend us even if we are obviously guilty. Everyone severely underestimates their carnality when it comes to compromise, excuses, denial and justification. When we receive counsel from our own nature, we are always going to receive a pat on the back along with lot’s of biased opinions that have nothing to do with God. The ultimate denial is to trust our flesh who says there is no harm in doing anything as long as it gives pleasure, comfort and satisfaction. There is no wonder why the flesh becomes offended instead of convicted when accused of being deceived. The flesh is actually content with deception because it loves not having to worry or stress over spiritual accountability. In fact, the flesh is so determined to avoid reality that it cannot stand to be anywhere that is quiet. Why? Because when there is silence the old nature is terrified we will hear God’s voice and feel condemnation and judgment. It’s clear why the flesh loves to live in the darkness and to saturate itself in the chaos because it is a distraction from the truth. Those who are not doing well within their soul are always running away from issues that need to be dealt with. However, if an individual will embrace humility and repentance, the heart just might reach out by faith and accept the love of God which can destroy the stronghold of the old nature and replace carnality with a new Lord and Master. Only when we become an extreme radical about our relationship with God and have a red-hot passion to become holy as He is holy will we ever come closer to the flames of His refining fire. In our modern world of instant information, there are no excuses for not knowing about God. Judgment is coming, and it comes down to how much a person cares. If you choose to fight on the front line and become determined to take up your cross and follow Jesus, may you have the love and courage to leave it all on the battlefield. Amen.






Christian! This is NOT a time to hang our harps on the willows and weep! It is the enemy of our souls who loves to whisper his lies and proclaim that we are defeated. THIS IS A LIE! Listen, my brothers and sisters, has Jesus Christ ever said that you are defeated? Has He ever told you to curl up in a fetal position and give up? Absolutely NOT! It is the devil that persuades us to see the glass half empty and to develop a dark negative view about the world and our personal life. DO NOT LISTEN TO THESE NEGATIVE INFLUENCES! Stand up – set your face as flint – look down and see the enemy is under your FEET! This is not because of our power, but it’s by His Spirit say’s the Lord! I John 4:4 declares, “You are of God, little children and have overcome them: because GREATER IS HE that is in you than he that is in the world!” We are reminded in Colossians chapter 2 and verses 10-15 that we are in covenant with Christ and that He is the ultimate authority over everything including Satan! And you are complete in him, which is the head of all principality and power: In whom also ye are circumcised with the circumcision made without hands, in putting off the body of the sins of the flesh by the circumcision of Christ: Buried with him in baptism, wherein also ye are risen with him through the faith of the operation of God, who has raised him from the dead. And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, has he quickened together with him, having forgiven you all trespasses; Blotting out the handwriting of ordinances that was against us, which was contrary to us, and took it out of the way, nailing it to his cross; And having spoiled principalities and powers, he made a shew of them openly, triumphing over them in it.” Jesus gave His life and delivered us from the lies and deceptions of the devil so that you and I could be “set free” from sin and be empowered to live victoriously in Jesus Name!

Remember the story of Gideon and how the Lord told him to only take 300 men to fight a war against an army of 135,000 soldiers? Have you ever felt that your situation also looked that hopeless? This is exactly what the Lord wants! He wants us to know that we cannot fight our battles without His wisdom and power. If you and I could do it ourselves, we would not need God’s help at all! Gideon obeyed the Lord and trusted Him completely and the enemy ended up destroying themselves without actually having to fight them. We can see in God’s Word when the circumstances were impossible, this is when the Lord manifested the greatest miracles. Many times we look in the mirror and see our problems and realize our needs are greater than what this natural realm can provide, but this is the place that God is trying to bring us to. We must extend our faith into the supernatural realm where God operates so that we can receive His DIVINE power. Read all the true accounts in the Bible that were impossible BUT God stepped in and made the impossible – POSSIBLE! Do you need the Sun to move backward? Do you need the Red Sea parted? Do you feel like you in the lion’s den or in the fiery furnace? Is there a huge giant laughing and threatening to kill you? Listen, my brothers and sisters, the same God that brought deliverance in all of these trials, desires to do the same for you today! Amen! You might believe He CAN, but He is waiting for you to believe He WILL!

Jesus made an open show that darkness can never will overcome the light when He conquered Satan on the cross! This is just one display of eternal truth and the next one will be at His glorious coming when Jesus melts the world and cast Satan and his demons into the bottomless pit! A blessing that comes from being filled with the Holy Spirit is that our eyes can be opened and have spiritual discernment which will set us free from the devil’s lies and deceptions. God has given us His Word, the Holy Spirit Spirit, faith, and spiritual authority in His Name, so why are we afraid and discouraged? It’s because we are listening to the demons that say all hope is lost. WHOSE ACCOUNT ARE YOU GOING TO BELIEVE? God has given to you His promises of life and hope while the devil is whispering his lies of death and failure. “Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers; but his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water that yields its fruit in its season, and its leaf does not wither. In all that he does, he prospers” Psalm 1:1-3.

You are the covenant heirs of God’s will – and His will are the promises of His Word that cannot fail! You have been called to be an OVERCOMER on this earth and God is counting on you to arise, put on your armor, and claim His victory on the battlefield of intercession. Let’s go into the enemy’s camp and take back what he’s stolen in Jesus Name! Awaken giant of the Lord, repent of your unbelief, wash your face, fall on your knees, and become filled and empowered! Satan trembles at the thought of you rising up in confidence and realizing who you are in Christ. God needs His warriors in this final hour to hear the sound of their enemies falling at their feet! Listen closely, can you hear this sound? “If anyone has ears to hear, let them hear” Mark 4:23.

This is a song I wrote and recorded in 1984 called, “I HEAR THE SOUND.”





I Corinthians 13:2

“You have heard that it was said, You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy, but I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust” Matthew 5:43-45.

We are truly living in a perilous time and yet it’s very encouraging to see many of God’s people drawing closer to Him than ever before. The increase in prayer and Bible reading is creating an atmosphere of revival as the reverential fear of The Almighty is being rekindled in those who love and trust Him. As the Lord pours out His Spirit in these last hours, His saints are preparing their wedding gowns and are turning away from the darkness that is trying to fill them with doubt and despair. These last day overcomers are embracing the awareness of the presence of Christ and are moving closer toward the holy of holies. Let us not allow the strife and evil that is all around us distract us from our mission to be holy as He is holy. Yes, the political evils and the darkness of humanism will be with until the end of the world, but dear saint do not allow this to enslave you with anger and frustration. We pray and stand for God’s truth, but we also must not become so distracted that we lose our peace and joy. Our mission is not to change the direction of the world, but to yield our will so that we can become like Jesus.




Each day we maneuver our way through the daily grind while trying to maintain our sanity at the same time. However, let us be reminded that if we are going to allow ourselves to be an information sponge, we should be careful how we interpret what we absorb. I’m not saying the culture does not have serious problems, but we should also not burn down the forest as a way to get rid of the poison ivy. Everyone is not corrupt and the next generation are not all brainwashed with humanism. This is not the hour to give up and go sit on top of a mountain. No matter what is deemed politically correct, as Christians we still have a spiritual mission to accomplish as our hands fit the hammer and shovel today just as they always did. There is a tremendous difference between spectators that do a lot of talking and participators that spend their time and energy trying to make a positive difference. There have always been corrupt and despicable people but be encouraged, the darkness of sin will never overcome the eternal light of God’s compassion and mercy. Self-discipline is associated with the decision-making process within our mind as changing the way we think which transforms who we are. Let us examine our convictions carefully and be willing to accept and follow God’s truth. Hope and joy are never lost for those who know and trust the Lord.




In the midst of all that is happening in our world and the serious division, I was reminded by the Lord this morning that we are to love everyone – yes, even those we disagree with and this includes the ones who hate and persecute us. We often forget these individuals are blinded by Satan and held captive by him. We are to pray that God will open their eyes so they can see HIS truth.

“If I have the gift of prophecy and know all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing” I Corinthians 13:2. 

As Christians we cannot be so focused on the natural world that we forget about our spiritual responsibility to be what God has called to be. This political and spiritual war has drawn many of God’s children into an attitude of resentment and bitterness. As we know, unforgiveness is like a poison that can fill the heart with hatred and lukewarmness. If we fall for this temptation, we are the one who ends up dangling from a tree upside down because we have stepped into the devil’s snare trap. We will never pray for anyone until we become determined to love them. We cannot afford to allow sin to creep into our lives and hold us in this miserable bondage. It causes us to ineffective for the Lord and shuts down our anointing and our discernment along with draining us of our peace and joy.

Here is a link that will lead you to a message I wrote called, “Returning to our first love.” It includes an audio feature that will read the article to you. 

Returning to our first love


I am reminded when Jesus was hanging on the cross where He said, “Father forgive them for they know not what they do.” Obviously the ones who killed Him were a group of people who were spiritually deceived and were wrong, but Christ still loved them. Actually, He was talking to us as we were all there that day shouting, “Crucify Him!” All of our righteousness is as filthy rags. It is only by His mercy and grace that He found us and transformed us into a new creation. When we observe our world today, we should have the same attitude as Jesus loves the person but hates the rebellion and darkness that is preventing them from seeing God’s light. A high percentage of souls according to Matthew 7:13-14 is being led astray by Satan and are in bondage to his lies. It is the eternal and absolute truth of God that is the only power which can set anyone free. They lost are infected with carnality and wickedness and the vaccine is the cleansing and healing blood of Jesus. As disciples of Christ we have been called to release the gospel into all the world so that whosoever believes in Jesus should not perish but have everlasting life. This burden has everything to do with love and prayer. 



Allow me to say, that whoever sits in any place of authority, it shall not prevent us from fulfilling our destiny to live for God. It is the Almighty God who sits on His eternal throne in heaven that we are to stay focused on. Christians in this nation have prayed that God would stop the plans of the wicked and we are still standing in faith that He will. However, if He chooses to allow the world to proceed toward the rapture, tribulation, and the AntiChrist, then we must accept His decision and keep pressing forward in the power and glory of His name. God has an agenda and a timeline and His decisions will be based on His perfect and sovereign will. I’m not saying for us to stop interceding and praying for justice and revival, but the Lord is the one who opens His window of grace and it is He who says enough is enough. He is the Creator of the world and His truth will prevail and He is the only judge who will decide the fate of nations and kingdoms. The Bible says the world will continue to grow darker and more possessed by Satan until the Father tells Jesus to return and destroy the entire planet and all who oppose the King of glory! Just as Noah was mocked for many years while the people watched the construction of the Ark, so has God been very patient and long-suffering to those who hate Him. When the door was closed and the raindrops began to fall it was too late. His day of wrath and vengeance is surely coming and now is the hour that we must tell everyone that Jesus loves them and how He died to save them before it is too late. The Ark of God’s eternal salvation beckons all to come in today. 

God’s Word reminds us that whatever the conflict or situation, we do not oppose flesh and blood but spiritual principalities and demonic strongholds. This means we must love the individual and pray for them because we realize they are being controlled by deceptive persuasions. The world is blind and lost without Jesus, which is why we are to pray that God will open their eyes so they can see HIS truth! The spiritual war between good and evil is all around us, and instead or arguing, Jesus is calling His people to channel their energy into compassionate intercession. The Lord is saying for all of His people to repent for our dark attitudes and angry imaginations of vengeance and pray for everyone’s eyes to be opened to the truth which can save their souls. We should wish no harm to anyone as we resist the temptation to hate others or we will become the same as those we consider the enemy. Satan wants all of us to hate one another, but the true Christian shall be known for their love and forgiveness. Much of the world is held in the bondage of deception and sadly many people are actually excited about the coming judgment and destruction. God is not excited about destroying those who are incarcerated to sin, but rather wants everyone to to accept His offer of salvation. II Peter 3:9 states, “The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead, he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.”



Jesus died on the cross so that all who believe could be saved and this is how we should pray and hope that everyone even our enemies will find the Savior. God is trying to get their attention and we should intercede that all people will be set free. We must be sensitive and to ask God to convict us if we are being led by our carnality intead of our spiritual discernment. I must not rejoice in seeing anyone suffer because of their rebellion to the truth. I must not be happy to see anyone go to an eternal hell of suffering and darkness. Yes, sin and evil will be punished by God, but we should be very humble as we realize that if it was not for the mercy and grace of God, we would also be blind, arrogant, and rebellious. God is the perfect judge and He will establish justice and execute revenge in His time and His way. Trust Him and be confident that He has everything in control and that everything is allowed by His infinite power and authority.

No one is getting away with anything, and that includes us. Let us take time today to examine our hearts and conscience to see if there be any thoughts or emotions within us that is not pure and holy. If we want to be surrounded by God’s presence and to walk in His obedience and glory, we should constantly be making sure that all is well with our soul. Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities. Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit” Psalm 51:9-12. 

“Father God, in your holy name which is above all other names, we approach you with boldness and confidence this day. You have invited us into the holy of holies and to dwell in your presence forever. We love you and give ourselves to you as a living sacrifice, holy, and acceptable which is our reasonable service. We are grateful for all that you have done for us and are doing this moment. Our heart’s desire is to know you and to walk in your presence with joy, love, and discernment. Thank you for opening our eyes and allowing us to see your absolute and eternal truth. We repent of our sins and ask you to create in us a clean heart and renew a right spirit within us. We cast down the apathy and deception of religion and embrace your command to take up our cross and follow you. We resist the temptation to be spiritually lukewarm and are willing to do whatever it takes to dwell in your presence. Give us the strength and determination to surrender our will to you so that we might be able to accomplish your will. Stir within us your holy conviction and rekindle our passion and enthusiasm to fulfill and accomplish our destiny. Bring your refining fire into our lives and melt away all the carnality and dross of sin. Cause us to be red hot in our obedience to you and to be relentless in our desire to please you. Help us to empty our heart of everything that is not of you and then come and fill us with your Holy Spirit. As we seek you with all of our heart, give us the revelation of your Word and ears to hear what your Spirit has to say. May our lives be a reflection of your nature and character so that all who see us will be able to see you. Give us the mind of Christ and the courage to fight on our knees and to never give up in our quest to accomplish all that you have called us to do. You are the center of everything we desire. Please help us to become who Jesus died for us to be. We love you with all of our heart, mind, and strength, and worship you in spirit and truth now and forever. Amen.”



I am a faith columnist for the South Alabamian newspaper and here is a recent article titled, “The Essence of Self-Discipline.” This link also provides an audio feature where the column can be listened to.

The essence of self-discipline



“We will never resist the devil until we are willing to resist our own carnality.”

William F. Holland Jr.


This is one of my recent newspaper articles called, “Living in fear is the opposite of faith.” I write for the Lagrande Observer in Oregon and I appreciate them using my work. Click on the link below and it will give you the option of listening to the column being read. Amazing technology!





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Here is a song the Lord gave me back in the 1980s called, “SAVE THE CHILDREN.” This is a subject that is dear to my heart because I believe that every unborn child is a human being. There are situations and exceptions where the mother’s life is in danger or some other medical circumstance, but there is no excuse to kill a human being and throw them in the garbage simply because they are NOT wanted. Praise God, the Lord’s mercy endures forever and there is forgiveness for those who have made this tragic mistake. Of course He will forgive us of anything we have done if we will only sincerely ask Him. However, once our eyes are opened to God’s truth there remains no excuse to justify or support this evil spirit of death. If a woman does not want the child, the humane decision would be to have the baby and give it to someone who desperately wants it. Proverbs 6:16-19 says, “There are six things the Lord hates; yea, seven that are detestable to him: haughty eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked schemes, feet that are quick to rush into evil, a false witness who pours out lies and a person who stirs up conflict in the community.” We know God loves the children and yet somehow people believe that killing them is alright.


The lack of responsibility and integrity from an adult is not the unborn child’s fault, and yet they are the ones who suffer and are put to death. If someone were to place a litter of newborn puppies in a bag and throw them in a river, there would be mass outrage, and yet we have protesters in the streets demanding the right to kill a child. If someone would grab a butcher knife and stab someone in the heart, it would be called first degree murder. Why is the intentional killing of an unborn child NOT recognized as murder? The argument that the unborn is not alive or is not a person cannot be used any longer. God has called His people to speak the truth and those who are willing to compromise and even vote to support this issue are just as guilty as those who are tearing the children’s arms and legs off as they cry out in agony. Many will respond, “I’m not saying it’s right, but every woman has the right to choose what happens in their own body and no one should have the authority to tell other people what to do.” It’s true we have been given free will to do what WE want to do, but NO ONE has been given the right to kill another person unless the mother’s life is in danger. Just because humans make laws which allow women to kill their children, does not mean that God approves. Are we going to agree this is her business and we should not speak out and try to stop her from murdering an innocent child? God’s truth cannot be silenced. God help us.



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Keeper of my Soul



IMG-2272 How many times will it need to be declared that we can have as much of God as we want? And how many tears will we shed from the sadness of knowing that most people only want enough to get by? How often we find ourselves being so overwhelmed with problems, worries, and stress that we are just too exhausted to invest time with the Lord, and its sad but common that many of us are guilty of basing our attitude toward Him according to what type of mood we are in. In Jeremiah 33:3, the Lord invites us to seek His face regardless of our emotional state. “Call unto Me, and I will answer thee, and show you great and mighty things which you have never known.” It’s worth considering that not having a passion to communicate with God could be the reason why many people are anxious and fearful about their present and their future.

The battle between following how we feel and obeying what God is saying is not to be taken lightly. To choose which side we will accept has everything to do with our destiny and the joy we experience in the journey. When our mind and conscience agree that we can steer our ship according to our own compass, we have failed to comprehend the true meaning and purpose of our lives. Our creator brought everyone into His world and offers them an opportunity to be redeemed and spiritually transformed in order that they might live with Him forever. “Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil” John 3:18-19. Those who would rather be the manager of their personal affairs and not accept this invitation of salvation will not only suffer loss in this life but possibly the next one as well.

Maybe some of you today are discouraged and frustrated for whatever reason and we know that being in the wilderness is a challenging and difficult place to be. Sometimes it feels like we have been dealt a terrible hand of cards and within the sadness we are not sure what to do or have anyone we can talk to about it. I have listened to others share about their bitterness and pain from life’s disappointments that can become so heavy in our soul that it’s difficult to envision ever having hope and joy again. Allow me to say, these attacks on our heart and mind can be defeated when we give them to Jesus and allow Him to be our Lord. Aside from the mocking and relentless accusations from the devil, or the painful consequences of our decisions, we have been designed to meditate about our discouragement and suffer through our grief in order to learn from our experiences and advance in our wisdom and grow stronger in our spiritual maturity. We are given the choice to learn how to overcome or keep going around in circles. My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you” James 1:19-20.

Within our human nature, we are vulnerable to physical and emotional affliction and there is nothing wrong or sinful with going through these experiences. We are not robots that cannot feel rejection and we are not immune to the despair of loneliness or the agony of being betrayed. Many of us have walked through severe trials and tribulations, yet let us not forget that Christ in His infinite wisdom and His own personal sufferings can relate to everything we have endured. James 1:12 says, “Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him.” Be encouraged today and know that God has always loved you and is waiting to reveal your destiny. We are a work in progress and our life is to be a continual classroom dedicated to learning who God is and who we are in Him.

Here is an oringinal song called, “Where are you?”


Psalm 46-1 (1)

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“A LIFESTYLE OF WORSHIP – Living in the awareness of God’s presence”




And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, if anything is excellent or praiseworthy think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me put it into practice, and the God of peace will be with you. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through Him (Christ) who gives me strength.” (Philippians 4:7,8,9,12,13).

June 1


“On the back of Satan’s neck is a nail-scarred footprint” C. S. Lewis

Our nation has suffered much stress, and tribulation this year and we still have an election ahead of us. As if the pandemic was not enough, we are now seeing an insurrection of hatred and violence that is beyond belief. There are recent prophetic visions and dreams lately from those who are walking with God, and these declarations are filled with the world becoming more violent and much destruction. I would imagine that most of you watch the news and to be honest, I probably absorb a little too much. Some evenings, my mind is so hyped-up and distressed with worry that I end up turning and tossing in my sleep. Thank God I can ask Him to forgive me and to please flood my mind and heart with His peace. The Holy Spirit has been given to help guide us and also to bring assurance and contentment, in fact, one of His titles is the comforter. Calling on God in times of crisis whatever the situation may be, is such a blessing for our soul. Psalm 46:1 is a beautiful promise that we can embrace as a secure pillar within our spiritual foundation. “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” How encouraging it is to know, that we can rest in His endless love and hope when we choose to live in the glory of His presence.

Woman hands praying for blessing from god on sunset background

Each week I look to the Lord to provide inspirational and positive thoughts within my writing and I believe we need this now more than ever. I’ve often thought that no one really needs other people repeating how the nation and the world is in such a hopeless condition. We already know there are a lot of bad people on this planet. However, it’s always encouraging and refreshing good news to hear that Jesus gave His life so that all those who would believe in Him could be spiritually saved for all eternity. If we really want to help make the world a better place, we can use our energy to pray, and we can also become determined to demonstrate the nature and character of Christ in our daily walk. As light drives away the darkness, love drives out hate. We hear so many conversations about the fear of anarchy and the failure of government that my head hurts. The answer is Jesus! Short and simple. It does not really matter what anyone thinks except God. He is the only one I want to listen to because He is perfect truth and the exemplary solution for everything. If every person would fall on their face and repent and cry out to Him and obey His voice, we would have genuine love and peace. Now sir please tell me, why do you always have to bring religion into it? I’m not talking about religion, I’m talking about a personal relationship with the Alpha and Omega the Creator of all things.

June 3

Whatever we might face from this time forward, the word I sense today is urgency. What do you mean? We should have an urgent agenda to make sure that all is well with our soul. We only have a certain amount of days to accomplish what God has designed and called us to do. When this life is finished, we will be held accountable for what we knew, our love and our obedience unto God. Is there coming a great spiritual awakening in the world? I do not know, however there certainly can be an outpouring of God’s Spirit within the hearts of those who want to be filled with God. We can be as close to God as we desire, and only our rebellion and carnality is keeping us from Him. Let us continue meditating on His Word as we ask Him to shield our heart from sin and renew our mind into His thoughts. The truth is that we cannot remove evil from the world, but we can learn how to be holy in our own heart. Prayers are powerful, but we cannot transform those who are filled with hatred nor change the terrible mess we are in. However, God can! So what happened to the world? In short, humans refused to love and obey God. Unfortunately, Satan has influenced many people to embrace evil – and it has worked like a charm. Yes, God can change and deliver anyone but they must surrender their will and invite Him to make them into a brand new creation. God does not force anyone to follow or love Him. If there were ever a time to develop a daily lifestyle of prayer, it is now.

Repentance and holiness is the way to walk in God’s wisdom, peace, and joy. Consider Philippians 4:8, Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy – meditate on these things.” Be careful, our environment is emotionally charged, and it’s easy to be drawn into the chaos. May we listen intently to the Holy Spirit and follow His guidance, remembering to examine our thoughts and be cautious with our words. James chapter three declares how the tongue can be evil and filled with deadly poison. Sadly, we are seeing this all around us. So many dangerous assumptions and empty opinions. Help us O God.”

It is simply absurd to say you believe, or even want to believe in Him, if you do not do anything He tells you.” – George Macdonald

Here is a song I wrote years ago called, “GET ALONE WITH ME” and I believe this is what the Lord is saying in this last hour. Can you hear Him calling you to come away with Him? Will you make time for Him?

Here is a song the Lord gave me in the mid-eighties called, “A PRICE TO PAY.” I am not an entertainer, a musician nor a songwriter in the normal sense of the word. I was given a few songs, and I have wondered if maybe they were just for me personally as a message and warning from the Lord? I’ve always wanted to share these musical messages with others, but the response has been distant and strange to say the least. Some individuals weep when they hear them and become quiet. These are not meant to amuse, but to contemplate and consider within the conscience. They are given to examine, to pause, think deeply, repent, and bring healing and awareness within the soul. I sense the presence of the Holy Spirit and Him drawing me and awakening me, and I’m grateful for His love and mercy.

The Lord knows all about your troubles before they even come to you; He anticipates them by His tender foresight. Before Satan can draw the bow, the preserver of men will put His beloved beyond the reach of the arrow. Before the weapon is forged in the furnace, and prepared on the anvil, He knows how to provide us with armor of proof which shall blunt the edge of the sword and break the point of the spear” C.H. Spurgeon.

peace image 2

It is not the lofty sails that move the ship; it is the unseen wind.

Of all the things we can say and do, the word of the Lord is to focus all of our energy and concentration on Jesus. Today is the day and now is the time to make sure we are ready to meet Jesus! This is a song called, “I give my heart to you.”

Convictions and Considerations is now available with Amazon, Barnes and Noble and many other bookstores around the world and also as an e-book. I believe this is an important resource of strength, hope, and edification to the body of Christ in a day and age where there is so much spiritual darkness and negativity.


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Here is what some are saying about CONVICTIONS AND CONSIDERATIONS:

If there is one eternal theme for Reverend Holland’s writings, it is love, and it shines through in great abundance in “Convictions And Considerations” making the book a joy to read whatever your spiritual inclination. Billy writes in blockbuster style, keeping us fascinated with a new story or observation with each turn of the page, and effortlessly conveying his understanding of God’s Word in an easy-to-read style that deftly and almost surreptitiously uplifts his readers with a joyous appreciation of the practical link between earthly humanity and heavenly grace. It is a true privilege to publish his “Living On Purpose” column each Sunday, and this book takes the exceptional quality of that work to yet new heights.” Ian White, Editor/Publisher, Clear Leader News, Galveston, Texas.

In Convictions and Considerations, Dr. Holland seamlessly intersperses guidelines for living a responsible Christian life, illustrative quotations to validate his arguments, and personal anecdotes and lyrics that add a real-life perspective to his greater points. The result is an engaging, eclectic book that allows readers to determine ways to evaluate their individual spiritual paths.” Daniel Aken, M.LIS., Reference Librarian, Clark County Public Library, Winchester, Kentucky.

I highly recommend this book to both believers and unbelievers alike. It’s a reservoir of edification and inspiration for the believer to draw closer to God and a lighthouse of conviction for the unbeliever to see their need to be born again. Within these pages, Dr. Holland helps us identify, pursue, and accomplish our divine mission. William is sincerely concerned about the enormous challenges we will face as followers of Jesus Christ, but reassures us that we can be victorious by developing a greater sensitivity to the Holy Spirit.” Lucas Ngwa, Pastor of Salvation Ministry Church, Bamenda, Cameroon.

Convictions and considerations” keeps me on the edge of my seat! It’s filled with riveting stories and spiritual truth that convicts me to evaluate and examine my relationship with God. Dr. Holland explains about renewing our mind and the power of words, and how this relates to fulfilling our destiny. I love the story about Kate and Calvin and the powerful insights about how depression and rejection are destructive weapons used against us to steal our faith and contentment. He writes, “It’s never too late for a fresh new start! There will never be a time when darkness or hopelessness can overcome the brilliant light of God’s love and grace.” Gaye Bencini, Editor/Publisher, Hickman County Times, Clinton, Kentucky.

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Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand” (Ephesians 6:11-13). Jesus Christ will forgive you of your sins, give you a brand new name, and love you forever as one of His dear children. Call upon Him this moment and ask Him to redeem your spirit and transform your conscience. Simply ask Him to open your eyes, renew your mind, and to fill you with His Holy Spirit. Today is the day of salvation and now is the appointed time. Jesus is the author and finisher of our faith and the purpose and meaning of our life. Praise and worship His name forever! We hope you will visit us often as we update several areas of this site each week! Feel free to browse the site and use the content however the Lord leads. Thank you for your prayers and we hope and pray you will receive a spiritual blessing. 

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“In the end, we will not remember the words of our enemies but the silence of our friends.” Martin Luther King

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“Go out into the world in peace, have courage in the faith of God, love and serve the Lord, speak the truth, be positive and think on what is good and lovely, return no one evil for evil, strengthen the fainthearted, encourage the weak and help the suffering, honor and respect God’s creation. May the mercy and grace of the Almighty surround you and may you be filled with contentment and rivers of joy. Our heavenly Father is the meaning and purpose of life, and I pray that you will live in His presence forever.”

“Before we can embrace the cross as the only way to save us, we must humbly acknowledge that we were the reason Jesus had to go there.”

“Every word of God is pure: He is a shield unto them that put their trust in Him” Proverbs 30:5.




“THE KING IS COMING” and we are convinced that it will not be much longer until He does. So far, 2020 has been a year of great concern and stress. If you are a believer, you know the Bible declares there will be perilous times in the last days. The signs are all around us and every word of prophecy will be fulfilled exactly as God has spoken. We believe that Jesus is coming soon according to the seven thousand-year time span theological view. According to Biblical calculations, we are at the end of the 6000 years since Adam and Eve were expelled from the Garden which according to genealogy records began 4000 years before the birth of Christ. Most Christians also believe there will be a 1000 year Millennial reign where Christ will rule after He returns to the earth in great power and glory. I will also mention that many believe there will be a rapture and 7 years of tribulation included in the future, so we can hopefully agree this dispensation is soon coming to a close. I believe this is the eleventh year of writing these weekly messages and we hope that you will continue walking with us on this journey as brothers and sisters in the faith.

(By the way, I am not an advocate of young earth creationism. The amount of time within the act of God creating the heavens and the earth, along with the time Adam and Eve lived in the Garden, and what was going on outside of the Garden could have been millions of years. We read in the Bible that when Adam and Eve began to live in the world on their own, there were already established cities and obviously many generations of people living and thriving. In this unknown amount of time, we can consider the possibility of dinosaurs and all the other issues which have always conflicted with the young earth idea. The Bible does not clearly explain the details of what happened between the creation and the fall, and God also does not operate on a basis of time as we do. I simply believe that what went on before the fall will not be known unless the Lord chooses to explain it after we are in heaven and not worth arguing about).   

The saints of God were never created for just defense. A sports team can never win unless they learn the balance of guarding and scoring – and that is accomplished with the development of an organized offense. We have the shield of faith to defend but we also have the sword of God’s Word to speak and trust with His authority. Mathew chapter 11 verse 12 say’s, “And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven has suffered violence and the violent take it by force.” Jesus was saying that God’s kingdom will require courage, unwavering faith, determination and endurance because of the growing opposition to the kingdom message and those who preach it. John’s ministry had ushered in the kingdom of heaven and it was crucially important to set the record straight about what the saints should expect. Jesus was very serious about spiritual warfare in Mathew chapter ten and was tired of beating around the bush trying to explain the world’s reaction. In verses 34 through 39, we find him saying some disturbing things about our relationships and our dreams of a “happy” ministry lifestyle.

Jesus said, “Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. And a man’s foes shall be they of his own household. He that loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. And he that takes not his cross, and follows after me, is not worthy of me. He that finds his life shall lose it: and he that loses his life for my sake shall find it.” Jesus is not trying to be mean or scare anyone. He is not trying to make a terrorist out of an ordinary person or be cruel for the purpose of stirring up evil, but He is trying to be blunt and explain where the rubber meets the road and plead with the saints about a “life or death” reality. Does He want us to be a fanatic? Yes! Being an extreme fanatic for Jesus would be the ultimate goal, but most everyone is ashamed of Him. We are just too embarrassed. Why? Because we do not want people to think we are crazy and we really think quite highly of our reputation. The Lord is trying to reveal the sobering truth about the dynamic power of His Word and the dramatic impact it will have on everyone we meet – IF we are brave enough to do what He says to do. Are you ready to sign up for this? Allow me to warn you, the life lived IN Christ will always provoke a reaction from everyone good or bad. It can cause hatred, anger, and division because the cross is an offense to the carnal mind and enmity to the flesh and is in direct opposition to the devil’s lies and plans. Jesus was not going to paint pretty pictures of sunsets or tell cozy stories about how everyone would embrace us and rejoice with our message because He knows the TRUE Christian life is filled with deadly resistance. He knew His disciples would experience the same treatment as He had and how the pure gospel would be an opposition to everyone who is not a devoted follower of His cause. He knew that our new transformed spirits would clash with evil spirits and how His kingdom of light would be an “in your face insult” that will stir the religious sleepwalkers into becoming a fierce enemy. Yes God’s convicting “two-edged” truth can bring beautiful freedom but it also brings a bloody war! So why was Jesus emphasizing that truth brings division and hatred? It has everything to do with God never compromising or failing. His truth must be pure and holy or it loses its authority to rule and judge. His truth is perfect – He is Omniscient and He cannot be the Lord of anyone who loves the world more than Him.

I was talking to a person the other day about losing weight and they made a comment that made me think. They said the reason they have not been successful is that they just do not have a high level of passion and self-control that dieting requires. They are are not serious about exercise and they really do not care about how much chocolate cake they eat. I appreciate the honesty and we all struggle with self-discipline, but I believe this is also why most people do not have Christ as the Lord of their life. Yes, they believe that God is real, but so does the devil and all the demons. Most everyone believes the Bible is true, but so does Satan. When it comes to the priorities of our love, how many will someday stand before God and confess the reason they did not accomplish their mission was because they did not care. If we are not focused or even interested in God – I can promise we will not read the Bible, pray, or even think about Him. Of course, the exception is when we have a problem that we desperately need Him to solve. There are many who believe God is real and consider themselves religious, but God is not impressed in the least. Why? Because they are NOT serious about Him. If our connection to God is only calling upon Him when we need something, we have missed the point entirely. It’s dangerous when Christians try to hold God’s hand while holding on to their sin with the other hand. Why? We CANNOT serve God and the devil. It’s called “lukewarm” or “middle of the road” living and no matter how you and I try to remodel it or paint it, there is no way to fool The Almighty. Matthew 6:24 says,

No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other.” There will never be any type of compromise or special deals with those who try to play games. Let us remember that when the world loves us, we can guarantee – something’s terribly wrong with our soul. We have so many excuses and justifications to stay in a spiritually powerless lifestyle but when God says, “Stand for My truth and fight the good fight of faith” it was not presented as an option – it’s a demand. The world hates Jesus and if we truly love Him they will hate us also. “And you will be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that endures to the end will be saved” Mathew 10:22.

The message is always the same. Reach out to Christ – pray – study His truth – develop faith – walk with Him in holiness – follow and obey His voice – live in peace and victory! If we do not choose to walk in His Spirit, we will automatically remain in the old default system of mediocrity and we will not be effective in His kingdom. In fact, we actually become His enemy! If we are carnal – we are not in Christ – if we are filled with sin and satisfied – we are defeated! Threaten the enemy of your soul instead of allowing him to lead you! Declare to your flesh and the devil that every time you are attacked, that you will instantly pray to God and cry out for His help. Then instead of the devil being on offense against you, you have just turned the tables and put the devil on the run! He will begin to see that trying to hurt you is hurting him much worse. James 4:4-8 says,Adulterers and adulteresses! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God. Or do you think that the Scripture says in vain, “The Spirit who dwells in us yearns jealously”? But He gives more grace. Therefore He says: God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble. Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.”

Face the devil and tell him to get out of your life forever – NOW! If he comes back – do it again! How many times will I need to rebuke the devil? How much spiritual victory do you want? We were never promised by God that after we are saved we would have an easy life. It’s actually the opposite. When we are born again, we become God’s warriors against sin. Our victory is then based on our faith in Jesus BLOOD and the spiritual authority of the Father over all the powers of darkness. The Almighty never designed us to fight in our own strength but has equipped us with every piece of spiritual armor that is found in the fifth chapter of Ephesians. However, this armor is useless until we put it on and march onto the battlefield. Who wants to serve? Who will fight on the front-lines? Our needs do not move God to act on our behalf, but rather our FAITH moves God and activates HIS power and this is the miracle that will manifest from our confessions and causes our prayers to change circumstances. Until we choose to become a participant, we will remain an observer. Jesus did not die for us to be a spectator, He died so that we can be an overcomer for HIM! It is HIS inspiration that creates the fruit of our lips and generates the SUPER-NATURAL power in the name of Jesus! Let us not cower in fear to Satan who is already defeated! This is now 2020 and King Jesus is coming soon! Let us start the New Year with making a decision that we will draw nearer to God than we ever have been before. Let us pray every day and confess God’s Word over our lives and the lives of our family and friends. Let us be known as a true Christian who walks what we talk and may we carry God’s two-edged sword and not be afraid to engage in spiritual warfare. “I pursue my enemies and overtake them; I will not back down until they are destroyed” Psalm 18:37.

“Grief never ends…but it changes. It’s a passage, not a place to stay. Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith…it is a price of love.”


Do you believe the Spirit of God is being poured out today on His Son’s and Daughters? Do you see any evidence of a powerful revival coming? Do you sense the Lord stirring you to turn away from the things you desire and draw closer to Him? If we are not careful, we will become so numb from the pleasures of this world, that being lukewarm will become a normal way of living. Do we really want God’s fire to purge us from our sins? Do we really want to sacrifice the way we live and deny our flesh from all the things we love?

Sure, there are times when I feel like not writing anymore. However, if everyone were to stop writing, serving and teaching God’s truth, discouragement and defeat would run rampant. Sometimes it seems that no one is listening, but then I notice there are people visiting from all over the planet and this is actually very encouraging. In fact, I appreciate you being here right now. Of course, the enemy wants to stop God’s Word and is fighting hard to silence God’s messengers. Sadly, many become tired of the gospel and are leaving the church and abandoning their faith. Older saints are weary and backslidden because they did not maintain their personal relationship with Jesus. Some are being distracted by pleasures that seem more important or more desirable than spending time in God’s presence. Others are falling away from the self-discipline of sanctification and growing more distant from their spiritual responsibility to live holy. Some are saying the Bible is filled with errors and faith does not really work. Some are declaring that God is not politically correct, and they are embarrassed to support and believe it anymore. Allow me to say that all of this was prophesied to happen and it should come as no surprise to those who study the scriptures. The falling away and the love of many waxing cold is a spiritual reality that we should have known was going to happen in these last days. The important truth to write on the tables of our hearts is that even if everyone we know turns away from God – we will never let go of His hand.

I write because God has called me to be one of His messengers. His grace is sufficient as it is my honor to serve Him and with gratitude and humility, I offer myself to be used as a small candle for His glory in a world of darkness, anger, and deception. As the representatives of His Kingdom, we must stay strong – we must endure to the end. I encourage you to examine your conscience and see if there is anything that is separating you from the Lord. This is the hour of grace and the time for the bride to prepare her gown for the coming of the groom. Let us shout from the housetops that Jesus is coming and today is the day to repent and receive His endless love and salvation. Right where you are, you can ask God to forgive you and He will cleanse your heart and deliver you from whatever is holding you captive in the bondage of misery. Revival begins with an overwhelming awareness and conviction of sin. Spiritual renewal is a heavy burden to repent followed by an unrelenting passion to live in obedience to everything God is demanding. This can only happen when an individual agrees to surrender their will to God with complete honesty, sincerity, and humility. Let us sing this old hymn together, “Send a great revival to my soul, send a great revival to my soul, may the Holy Spirit come and take control…and send a great revival to my soul.”

There are so many people in the world today who are stepping forward to voice their opinion about what they believe. Are God’s people not allowed to do the same? I realize that much of our faith needs to be demonstrated by how we live, but isn’t there also a time to testify and preach God’s message of hope and salvation? Is it not our responsibility to relay the gospel to a lost and dying world? Have we as Christians not been commissioned to teach God’s life-changing promises so that minds and souls can be delivered from sin and deception? When we read the true accounts of the martyrs who have given their lives for the sake of Jesus, we must consider that we are not excused from the same accountability and commitment. Let us pray that we will be found worthy to stand faithful in that day if called upon. The Christian life is a holy vow and a blood covenant that includes a devotion to not only surrender our will and live for God but to be prepared to face persecution unto death. Following Christ has very little to do with prosperity and blessings but rather has everything to do with prayer, holiness, love, faith, integrity, courage, sacrificial giving, renewing of the mind, and self-discipline. Yes, God’s people are the light holders and vessels of honor in this realm of darkness and have been commissioned to evangelize the world. Followers of Christ have the ultimate responsibility to speak God’s Word everywhere and to every person, they meet.


“I have fought the good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith: Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge shall give me at that day: and not to me only, but unto all them that love His appearing” (II Timothy 4:7-8).

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I recently had the opportunity to watch season one of, “The Chosen.” It’s a multi-episode series about the life of Jesus and uses interesting backstories which brings the scriptures we all love and cherish into a deeper understanding. By the way, it’s a free app and for those of you who have some technical savvy, you can cast it to your television without charge. Through donations from many believers, the series is available free for anyone to watch around the world. This presentation of the gospel is done with excellent quality and the acting is amazing. Anyway, there are several scenes that touched my heart deeply, but one in particular that I have been thinking about was a scene which involved Jesus and a man named Nicodemus. If you remember in the Bible, Nicodemus was a pharisee and a member of the Sanhedrin who was a highly respected teacher of the Jewish religious law. He knew that a Messiah was coming to be the king of the Jews, but he never dreamed that Jesus would arrive as an ordinary person or that he would actually have the honor to know Him.

Jesus began His ministry when He was around thirty-years-old, and we know that His wisdom to relay God’s word and His miracles were causing quite a stir. The Romans and the Sanhedrin were strongly against a rogue preacher turning the hearts of the people toward what they considered a blasphemous cult. However, in the book of John, we are introduced to Nicodemus who was keeping a close watch on this prophet called Jesus of Nazareth. Nicodemus was observing these miracles with his own eyes and he knew in his heart that only someone who had been sent from heaven could do these things. Eventually, he arranges a secret meeting with Jesus at night, and begins to question Him about God’s law. In chapter three, we notice the renowned and highly esteemed Nicodemus, humbly addresses Jesus as rabbi which means “scholar.” They begin to talk and Nicodemus admits that he believes Jesus is truly the promised redeemer as there is no other explanation. Christ responds by telling him, “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Nicodemus replies, “How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born?” Jesus explains that a person who wants to follow God must be born twice. Once in the natural and once in the spiritual. Nicodemus was astounded and truly in awe with what Jesus was saying. Jesus went on to talk about how Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness and how soon the Son of man will be lifted up on the cross as the Savior. Jesus was telling Nicodemus that no matter how much he knew or what good he did on the outside, he needed changing on the inside. That can only happen through a supernatural act of God when His Holy Spirit convicts us of wrongdoing and transforms us into a new creation. In verse 16, Jesus speaks one of the most popular promises in the Bible. “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.”

They end their meeting with Jesus inviting Nicodemus to follow Him. He tells him where to meet the next day and Nicodemus actually shows up, but he is hiding around the corner of a building listening intently. Jesus looks around and quietly whispers, “you were so close.” You see, Nicodemus had a loving wife, children, grandchildren, and many earthly possessions along with a reputation of being one of the most esteemed religious leaders in all the land. Unfortunately, he chooses to not step forward and join the other disciples. Instead, we see him weeping bitterly because of his pride and the lack of courage to stand for God’s truth. I cried when I watched this because I know he represents most all of us. How many have wanted to abandon their lives, but were not willing to forsake everything and follow Jesus? God says in Ezekiel 36:26, “I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you.” Being born again means that we have a new identity and a new purpose for living. We no longer live for ourselves but for Him. Matthew 10:32-39, Matthew 19:27-30.

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God’s idea is for all of His children to be a minister and to serve Him and the world as a lifestyle of love. The world is a cruel and harsh environment and the Christian remnant followers are facing a developing hostility. However, even in times of severe persecution, we will embrace the example of Christ and remember his commands to be led by his Spirit and not our human nature. Humility allows his servants to walk through the storms and stand strong in adversity because they are seeing the bigger picture of life and how this journey is not based on their feelings. When we remove our vision away from spiritual love, we blindfold our own heart with emotional deception. And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap if we faint not. As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith” (Galatians 6:9-10). Lord, help me to become more discerning of the needs of others. Allow me to have compassion for those who are seeking your wisdom and understanding. Give me a burden and a passion to live a “lifestyle of worship” before the world that someone might be inspired to know you. I ask for a greater spiritual sensitivity as that I can hear your voice and with your grace, I pray that you will be able to use me in your divine appointments. Remind me when I begin to drift away from being dependent on your anointing. Convict my heart when carnal pride tries to deceive me. I desperately need your wisdom. Help me to stay focused on you, to stay on my knees and trust you in everything. I love you, Jesus. Amen.”


And they overcame him [the devil] by the blood of the Lamb [Jesus] and by the word of their testimony, and they loved not their lives unto death” (Revelation 12:11).

The blood of Jesus empowers His saints with the authority of His Name! It is the only power that can forgive us of our sin and save us from eternal death. Our testimony is a declaration of faith that understands who God is, who we are IN Christ and that NOTHING can stop us from accomplishing His will! The Kingdom of God is advancing – because it CANNOT be stopped! Praise Him forever! There is NOTHING that can keep us from being filled with the Holy Spirit except our own free will. Let it be shouted from the housetops that we can have all of God that we want. The problem has always been that most people only want an amount of God that not interfere with the way they choose to live. The war of evil and good is between the human will and the will of God. Remember, we will never resist the devil if we are not willing to resist our flesh!

God’s nature is love, and nothing can conquer love. This is not just a catchphrase but is crucially important to remember when we are walking through difficult places that are filled with discouragements and disappointments. For the remnant disciple, one of the greatest lessons to learn and stay aware of after we have been knocked to the ground is the determination and courage to get up and dust ourselves off and keep going. The enemy has spent the last 6000 years trying to distract men and women away from God’s will, but the joy of the Lord is a fountain of strength that cannot be quenched! All the darkness in existence cannot overcome one tiny lit candle, and all the hate in the universe cannot outweigh one act of genuine compassion! Love IS the authority of God and will never fail and when we learn how to encourage our own hearts, we can take another step into the maturity process of being an overcomer for Christ.

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Remember the story found in I Samuel chapter 30 about David and his army when they returned home to Ziklag and found the city had been burned and all of their families had been taken captive by the Amalekites. Verse 4 says, “Then David and all the people that were with him lifted up their voice and wept until they had no more power to weep.” But notice in the last part of verse 6, “but David encouraged [strengthened] himself in the Lord his God.” The ones that are involved with ministering God’s Kingdom will not always feel like standing strong or being electrified with an overflowing current of excitement and enthusiasm. There will be seasons of frustration and fatigue where it seems that nothing is happening and things are coming unraveled. But these are the times when we need to have a private consultation in front of the mirror and lay down God’s law to our own will! We have the CHOICE to believe the truth or embrace a deception.

It’s true, there are times when we are sad and frustrated and we all will have problems and situations that we must deal with in this life, but thank God that He is always there as a safe haven to give us encouragement and support that can help us through our times of sorrow. Yes, the battle is very difficult and we must be sensitive to the spirits of depression or oppressive, critical, and judgmental attitudes that are like a contagious virus that can infect others with hopelessness and drain the atmosphere of expectation. In I John chapter 1, verse 4 we see that joy is like a liquid in a container that can be filled or it can run low, so it is necessary to constantly monitor our joy and protect it from being drained. “And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.” If the general of an army told the soldiers, they did not have a chance to win the battle, it would exhaust their strength and crush their faith before they even started. So how do we stay filled with joy? It would definitely contribute to our joy tank if we would deliberately spend more time in His presence. Nothing can take the place of simply thinking about Him and sharing our concerns and feelings with Him.

I believe we can agree that the spiritual strength of the individual is based on the fullness of joy within the heart. Without a strong personal relationship with God, there is limited joy, and with low joy, there is a mediocre interest in walking with Him. So, we can say the stronger our relationship with Him, the more full our joy will be and the more He can and will be seen within us. As believers in the full gospel, we must realize that God’s idea of a normal Christian life is for us to be fearless warriors that daily walk in the realm of signs and wonders. The Creator of the universe lives inside of us! Why should we NOT be doing what Jesus did? God’s Word reveals how the last days are going to unfold and how religious spirits will continue to distort the true reality of “normal” into an imposter normal. Nonetheless, no matter how deceptive or hypocritical the religious system becomes, Jesus will accomplish His perfect agenda with those who love Him! When Jesus calls you to let go of the boat and walk on the water, there is NOTHING that can prevent your victory as long as you stay focused on His presence! Amen!


Even Satan does not care if we accept Christ as long as we keep Him to ourselves, because when we live as undercover agents for Jesus, we are NOT a threat to the dark domain. However, when we allow our flame to receive more oxygen from the Holy Spirit and it turns into a raging blaze, the devil realizes that we can be used to help recruit thousands of soldiers for the Lord’s army, tear down principalities and strongholds, inspire the lost, and do mighty miracles and wonders in Jesus Name! It’s worth the moment to consider the question; will you allow the enemy to stop you from being an overcomer? We are living in the last moments of grace, but it is also a time to become strong in our faith and personal intimacy with the Lord. Overcomers are strong leaders that have Special Forces training to PRAY and OBEY in all circumstances! Prepare now to step forward when the world is turned upside-down. Allow Jesus Christ to fill you with the wisdom of His Word today, or you will not have the anointing or faith to boldly stand as a leader in the days ahead.

If we are going to be provided for like Elijah at the brook and the woman with the measure of oil, we must learn how to not only be an encouragement to others but to encourage our own hearts. If we cannot believe God to heal our sore toe today, what makes us think we will be able to believe Him for a loaf of bread in the day of famine? There is no reason to be stressed or worried about what man will do because we have been promised that direction and encouragement will be given to those who are devoted to God. “The Lord is near unto all them that call upon Him, to all that call upon Him in truth. He will fulfill the desire of them that fear Him: He also will hear their cry and will save them” (Psalm 18-19). The word of the Lord today is that He is trying to get our attention. He is doing everything He can to open the eyes of our hearts so that we can learn how to live for Him. What will it take for us to become serious about our relationship with God? What will it take to pull us away from our flesh and the pleasures of this world and convict us to humbly fall on our face to God? 


Our mind is like a garden, and we are the gardener. We can plant whatever we want and will harvest whatever we have sown! Our new spirit and renewed mind are ready to listen to King Jesus as He inspires us to confess out loud His never-failing truth over ourselves, our families and our situations. This is only accomplished when we develop a serious awareness of our thought life and how powerful our confessions can be. You see, the old nature is associated with the old way of thinking but when our minds have been renewed in Christ, this is intended to give us better leverage when trying to wrestle our will into its rightful place (which is submission to Jesus). The reason why people do not want to pray is that they realize God is going to ask them to surrender their will and become a living sacrifice for His glory.

People want all the blessings in this life but do not want to live for God in order to enjoy them. A covenant is an agreement between two parties and humans desire to be the receiver without being the giver. The idea is that God gives everything to us and likewise we are to give everything back to Him which includes our will. Our good works will mean nothing until we have yielded and submitted our nature to God’s perfect plan. We can demand and command all we want, but until this structure of order has been established, the spiritual process of covenant salvation will not function properly. We can take the safe path of least resistance where we just hold our shields, play defense, and do enough to get by, or we can face our fears of being uncomfortable, take a stand of faith, pick up our swords, and go on the offense. Righteousness and redemption are not about religion – it’s about loving and worshiping God with ALL of our heart and this includes praying, listening, and obeying His voice in all things. 

Faith and joy are not confined to a geographic location, a mood, or an emotion – it is activated when the determination to believe God becomes stronger than the temptation to doubt Him! We have a CHOICE to praise God because we love Him and trust Him! The Lord knows that if we can maintain our faith, that in the name of Jesus we can speak to the mountains in our life, and in God’s power and authority they will be removed! “And ALL things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive” (Matthew 21:22). Hopelessness is a condition of the default system that occurs when people only trust their own decisions. Human intellect and logic, impressive education, great wealth, or political power cannot save souls or bring true peace. Only God can change a mind and transform a life.

A character trait of a spiritual overcomer for Christ is to carry burdens, but they also learn to leave those burdens at the foot of the cross because they are very heavy and can hinder our liberty to live in joy. May we remember that as servants of the Most-High, ministers and leaders feel the same pain and heartaches that everyone does, and there is no condemnation for being sad and discouraged. It’s not an option but crucial that we all learn how to encourage ourselves and realize the source of our strength. Overcomers learn that qualities like fortitude, perseverance, determination, and integrity are formed and activated in times of great difficulty. God created and owns the heavens and earth and everyone must bow down to His power and authority. “We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed” (II Corinthians 4:8-9).

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Father, I desperately need You to fill me with Your holy PASSION. Make me hungry and thirsty for Your presence, and help me to develop an awareness of Your voice within my heart. If I do not have Your FIRE, I will remain a fading ember and be satisfied to stay in the comfort zone of my old nature. If I do not have Your love working in my conscience, I am nothing but a tinkling cymbal and will not be of any use to You. Break me and melt me so that I can be molded into Your image. Do a strong work in my heart that will literally CHANGE the way I think and who I am. I’m weak and self-centered Lord; please give me compassion and a burden for the lost, the needy and those who are hurting. Awaken me and breathe life into me that I may experience the depths of your presence. Change my heart and transform my mind. Give me visions and dreams and allow me to see the angels and experience your presence in a way I have never imagined. Come sit on the throne of my heart and be my Lord. I give myself to you completely. Purify me and make me holy in your precious name of Jesus Christ I pray, amen.”


“Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ hath left us a commandment which concerns all Christians alike, that we should render the duties of humanity, or (as the scriptures call them) the works of mercy, to such as are afflicted and under calamity; that we should visit the sick, endeavor to set free the prisoners, and perform other like acts of kindness to our neighbor, whereby the evils of this present time may in some measure be lightened.” Martin Luther (1483-1546), German monk, theologian.


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A familiar theme within Christianity involves taking up our cross, but what does this mean? In Luke chapter 9 and verse 23 we read, And he [Jesus] said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.” First allow us to see that Christ mentions that following Him as the Lord of our life requires choosing to love Him with all of our heart, mind, and soul. This is the personal covenant relationship with our Savior who redeems us with His blood and transforms our identity by His grace. There is a huge difference between believing in God and becoming a remnant disciple. Secondly, Jesus emphasizes that denying our flesh is not an option but rather is mandatory. This has everything to do with submitting our will to God and dedicating our life entirely to listening and obeying His voice. Lastly, we believe that He carried His own cross and was crucified on it for our sake, but He also demands that we take up our own cross and become a living sacrifice unto the honor and glory of His Name. These spiritual overcomers will fight the good fight of faith and are devoted to developing the discipline and self-control required to “deny” the sins of the flesh. Carnality must be conquered and the mind must be renewed through the Holy Spirit in order to walk in God’s spiritual authority. This is not religious legalism, it’s called Christianity.



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